More relaxed
Today I'm feeling a little less stressed and a little more relaxed. I did not enjoy work today, but I'm trying to find some way to make it better. There has to be some way to motivate myself. Commission should be the solution, but when I work my ass off and get nothing in return, sometimes it gets difficult to keep plugging away at it. Like there have been months that I have worked hard, cold called more than I'm comfortable with, and met with tons of clients...and my commission doesn't reflect any of my effort. I don't think that I'm cut out for a commission job. I would love to have a job where my salary does not depend on other people. I have no problem doing my job and working hard. I do, however, mind when I feel that I am not being compensated for my efforts. That's probably part of why my efforts have recently taken a bit of a dive (not good, I know). Still, this is the job that I have chosen for now, so it's time to find some motivation.