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Oh hey, so I just realized I haven't written anything in a while, but then again, my life is maddddd boring.
I'm working for my mom's office. word. It's real boring though, but I could use some money in my life, so anytime they'd like to jump on writing me a check would be amazing.
My friends from highschool have hung out every night this week and gone to literally the middle of no where to have a fire and drink. In highschool i was queen of those parties, i'm not even trying to be vain. I was loud and funny and I loved those times, but now it all seems so DUMB to me. I hate it, and they all text me and call me, and then I don't go and they think i'm being stuck up and boring/rude or something because I don't want to go. It's one of those things where if you go, they'll talk about you the next day and if you don't go they talk about how you're not there... which is worse? idk, and honestly I don't really care. It's just annoying that it has to be that way. It makes me realize that there's absolutely nothing keeping me here, and I'm prob. going to move with my parents instead of staying here. Then I could get a job at the mall or something and work through school too. Good plan?
My g-rents just got back from southern Italy...... I'm so jealous. Their pictures are amazing. I'd pretty much go now.
While we're looking at these pictures my gram starts asking me about the rest of my college career, and grad school. I brought up how I really want to do something AmeriCorps/PeaceCorps. and my mom was like "You were serious about that?!?!?" And started acting like I was crazy for wanting to do something like that. I was like heck yes, I'd love to go to Africa and teach or something and she just gave me this look, and in front of my grents I blurt out, "Well you can't stop me from going" ohhhh Lord. When can I be my own person? THAT'S the other thing about going out here in Clyde, nothing starts until like 11pm and I always have a curfew, so I just get picked on, not that I care, I've been being picked on for it since senior year, but why go out when I know I have to be home or get my car taken away?
haha. alright I'm done.
I'm working for my mom's office. word. It's real boring though, but I could use some money in my life, so anytime they'd like to jump on writing me a check would be amazing.
My friends from highschool have hung out every night this week and gone to literally the middle of no where to have a fire and drink. In highschool i was queen of those parties, i'm not even trying to be vain. I was loud and funny and I loved those times, but now it all seems so DUMB to me. I hate it, and they all text me and call me, and then I don't go and they think i'm being stuck up and boring/rude or something because I don't want to go. It's one of those things where if you go, they'll talk about you the next day and if you don't go they talk about how you're not there... which is worse? idk, and honestly I don't really care. It's just annoying that it has to be that way. It makes me realize that there's absolutely nothing keeping me here, and I'm prob. going to move with my parents instead of staying here. Then I could get a job at the mall or something and work through school too. Good plan?
My g-rents just got back from southern Italy...... I'm so jealous. Their pictures are amazing. I'd pretty much go now.
While we're looking at these pictures my gram starts asking me about the rest of my college career, and grad school. I brought up how I really want to do something AmeriCorps/PeaceCorps. and my mom was like "You were serious about that?!?!?" And started acting like I was crazy for wanting to do something like that. I was like heck yes, I'd love to go to Africa and teach or something and she just gave me this look, and in front of my grents I blurt out, "Well you can't stop me from going" ohhhh Lord. When can I be my own person? THAT'S the other thing about going out here in Clyde, nothing starts until like 11pm and I always have a curfew, so I just get picked on, not that I care, I've been being picked on for it since senior year, but why go out when I know I have to be home or get my car taken away?
haha. alright I'm done.