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Yesterday, aside from the Health orientation and CPR (I can now save you if you are knocked unconcious, stop breathing, and have no pulse...), was so amazing! Rookie Camp was really cool. We got to call for the Rookie March off, and i didn't get yelled at. yay! I also lost my voice because of it. So all night i sounded like a man, well, until about 5 in the morning. KATY...that party rocked!!! I really hope you don't get in trouble. Ok, so i got there around 7-ish. After my phone died and i had to ask the Hinksons for help. That was fun. But we ate burgers that Amit grilled...that was interesting. And then just kinda chilled and talked and stuff. Then we went to Mountasia. That was loads of fun. We decided it felt just like a real board meeting. Ya know, where all the executives get together, talk about nothing, and golf. Yea, you know what I'm saying. But that was loads of fun. So that was followed by some kick-ass DDR. I completely suck, but whatever. Oh yea, and some crazy ping-pong game Katy plays. It was, of course, renamed....well, you don't have to know that. Then Matt J. came and that rocked. Him and Amit and P. Mote chilled for a 'few' hours. It was really cool. We went around and talked and stuff. We got to talk one on one with them, which was tyte. I've never really gotten to talk to Amit and Matt before and it was really cool. Amit is so easy to talk to. I don't really know why, but it's just his personality. It was really weird. I can talk to him a LOT easier than I can talk to all of my guy friends. He's the kind of person that you don't feel weird opening yourself up to. Well, then p. Mote decided to just leave, cause he was dead tired. I hope he's not pissed at Matt and Amit. That would suck. They were supposed to sleep over at his house. They did, but not until like 5 in the morning. That was so cool. Just being able to chill all night. We went outside and walked around at about 3 and just sat down and looked at the stars and stuff. It was so weird because we're not the people that you'd expect to hang out. We all have our different friend groups and don't really chill. It's always interesting to be able to hang out with people and talk with people you don't normally hang out with and talk to. Katy, we should do it again sometime. Even if it's just chlling somewhere...that's not your house. lol. But yea, so in short, we didn't get any sleep until about 5:30. It was SO much fun!!
So, on a different note. I think I'm going to change. I say this like once a month now, but I think I really need to. I've gotta drop the whole sarcasm thing and open up more. Not like tell people more things, but be more open. I've never been a very social person and it's something i need to work on. I need to work on developeing friendships too. I don't really have friends that I can call at 4 in the morning crying or even just when I need to talk about something. I know you say I can do that, but i don't feel comfortable with it. I dont know. I think this summer is a good time for a change. Especially with senior year right here.
So, on a different note. I think I'm going to change. I say this like once a month now, but I think I really need to. I've gotta drop the whole sarcasm thing and open up more. Not like tell people more things, but be more open. I've never been a very social person and it's something i need to work on. I need to work on developeing friendships too. I don't really have friends that I can call at 4 in the morning crying or even just when I need to talk about something. I know you say I can do that, but i don't feel comfortable with it. I dont know. I think this summer is a good time for a change. Especially with senior year right here.