May 23, 2005 23:22
Ok, so what i've realized, slowly over a period of a few years...is that me and emotional attachment dont really fly. Relationships usually don't work well for me. I'm like i'm saying it's anyones fault (mind you...). I realize, though, that there won't be anything without emotional attachment. I think it's too hard. But sometimes i think we all need an (excuse my language, it's a figure of speech, not to be taken completely literally) 'uncomplicated f***'. We need something with someone to clear our mind of everything. Or that's how i feel now. I need an uncomplicated, non-emotional relationship with some really hot dude. LIke an early stages "Rory/Logan relationship". But even with that, I still think you wish it was exclusive, which leads to jealousy....hence, emotional attachment. I don't understand relationships sometimes. I don't understand life, or the human mind. Something uncomplicated would make life a LOT easier right now.