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Blah. So i'm extreamly tired, and I have little over an hour to stay home and study my ASS off for this history test....so I guess there's like no word bank, so it's all memorization. And she was KIND enough to tell us that. So i'm screwed. My daddy comes home today. He left for three day's....yay...and now he's back...oh....he wasn't gone long enough. I love him but sometimes man, u just need a break. Especially since he's having his knee surgary tomorrow. Thats actully pretty fucking scary, because its kinda dangerous, for him i mean. Because he hasn't been to work, where he gets all his physical activity, and he's been gaining weight, and he's been REALLY depressed about that. You all have to understand that my dad was soooooooooo active its not even funny. He would swim SO much at work, turn around, play racketball for i swear endless hours, then come home, and go asst. coach my sisters softball team. Its nuts!!!!!! And imagin, taking ALL that away to sitting at home, studying for his classes, but thats it. So school is actully going ok...except for Mrs.Christiensen I dislike her so much. She's always ragging on me. And she keeps saying "Well if you come to school..." "I have been here EVERYDAY the past THREE WEEKS" Including the fucking WEEK before sprink break!!!!!!!!! And so i HAVE been there, so its just REALLY 100% me not getting the fucking math. Maybe if she would teach a lot better and if she didn't have me in a seat where everyone around me talks. Oh yea thats another thing, I was doing SOOOO well when i was up front, I understood everything, I didn't get distracted, nothing, because some little boy was talking, she moves me to his spot, NO wonder he was talking, that girl next to me doesn't shut up, and the girl on the other side is really rude. Oh, there's this girl in my french and math class,,,,, I dont like her, she's sooo snoddy. I can't believe her thinking she better them so many people. And she's actully really annoying, and people told me she's like that and to ignore her like they do, but its so hard when she's such a bitch to me. Ok so i'm fucking pissed! NBC cancelled my FAV SHOW! AMERICAN DREAMS!!!!!! And then on Jack and Bobby they killed off my FAV CHARACTER!!!!!!!!!!! WTF IS GOING ON?!?!?!?! And on OTH, Nathan TIRED TO KILL HIMSELF! It was horrible, TV is sooooo upsetting this week. Its horrible!!!!!!!! SCREW U NBC, I hardly ever watched anything but AMERICAN DREAMS on that channle, and I was like...FOX AND WB!!!! WOOOOOOO!!!! and now i'm even more for them!!!!!!!!! NBC SUCKS! See FOX realized they lost something good with Family Guy, and brough it back, NBC just lost its teen views. losers. Yea, so i'm sooo happy its a new month. Last month was HORRIBLE. Nothing went right......NOTHING. Everything possible bad happened to my family, to my friends and to other people. Lets hope this month is ten times better to help us all out of our sad era. Anyways, so i'm ganna go. I'll see you all later.
xoxo
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