FOOD
so....i should be doing my homework, but... *shifty eyes* i'm gonna wait~
WARNING: This entry contains meaningless teenage girl rants about food
so.......i'm so sick of love songs, so tired of tears...food!!!!!!
& it's all b/c i'm tired of eating by myself. but it's messing w/ my diet. i tried to be independent & go down there & eat by myself, but i feel like such a loser!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have no friends T_T Well, no friends that i can eat w/. but i guess meagan usually eats at 6, so maybe i'll eat w/ her whenever christy's busy. altho i ate lunch today w/ minde & meagan & we sat in there for like 6 hours!!!!!!! it was flipping ridiculous. & then meagan talked to me for another 3 hours just standing around outside!!!!!!!!!! *shut up!!!!!* idc about u or your life or what boys you like. Grrr~
so, ye, i get nervous every time i go down to eat, y'know that i'm going to run into art or david or dexter or someone else, so i'm self-conscious about eating down there. & then add to that the stress of when i have to eat by myself. & when i get a to-go box, i feel even stupid-er & i rush outta there. yesterday i had.......noodles for lunch & one piece of pizza & a little salad for supper. so ye......so later i get hungry, but when the food is in front of me, i feel like throwing up.
& i found out that i have $100-some to spend @ Lucky's by dec. 12. it's nov. 13 today....so i spent $10 today w/ christy. i bought two breakfast burritos (which they call tacos here, i'm not even gonna get into it) & a chocolate milk & i bought christy's breakfast & a candy bar for me & one for her. i almost threw up after the 2 burritos. i also think i have some weird stomach virus, b/c my side keeps getting a stitch in it, like what you get when you run ten miles. only it happens when i'm lying in bed trying to sleep or when i'm strolling around campus. i'm not that out of shape, ppl. so that also affects my apetite. i never thought i'd get to the day when i hate food, but here it is & it sux. i really wish i never had to eat, but i feel so guilty if i don't eat, b/c my parents spent all this money to feed me.
so.....: i stave, feel sick, waste money = hate food!!!
2) there's this girl who's "on a diet" & idk what kind of diet she's on, b/c for lunch today she had a chili dog and "fiest potatoes" which consist of tater tots, nacho cheese, and chili. O_o w/e diet she's on sounds like a good one to me. keke^^ but she said that her only other option was to have a salad & an apple. um....there are lots of choices there. she could've JUST had the fiesta potatoes or JUST the hot dog OR there's fish she could've had & there are tons of things you can put on your salad! idk, it was just pretty lame. & meagan, man that girl eats so much food! she never thinks what she has is going to fill her up so she takes a ton of food & then ends up throwing half of it away. ( i just had the fiesta potatoes, they were delicious^^) but MEAGAN had the potatoes plus two pieces of pizza & cookies like crazy. idk, it's just kinda gross. i would feel really...yucky if i ate all that crap. but....to each his own. i've been doing a pretty good job about eating here. haha^^ except for the times i don't eat.....but i always think about what would happen if my brothers were let loose on the cafeteria O_o pretty sure they'd go crazy~
*Food Warning Finish*
i bought a stapler today^^ then christy broke it -_- then i fixed it! ^.^
david wasn't in psych T_T
chad didn't talk to me today T_T
everyone hates me & i have no friends TT_TT
i have to write a paper tonight for a class where the teacher doesn't even show up -_-
i have to do math homework T_T
BUT tomorrow is wednesday &.....oh....nope, got nothing good to say about wednesday. except that it's christy's bday & if i hear that one more time i'm gonna shoot someone!!!!!! but i guess we're all going out to eat at olive garden & i have to pay for myself -__- but i'll just pretend i'm celebrating mandi's birthday! b/c it's on FRIDAY!!!!!!! same day as my concert, fyi. maybe i'll stand up in the middle & dedicate my performance to you. i have a 5 note solo ^^ & dexter's sposed to come, but i doubt he will^^
so i better go do my homework NOW. b/c i'll be busy tomorrow, which means that i also have to do my psych & life homework tonight >.<
oh & i'm going to be back in phoenix earlier than originally planned. look for me dec. 12th not the 15th. YAYAYAYAYAYA!Y!! keke
i want to post a song in here, but that always messes up my entries, so i'll post another entry afterwards. here's a pic:
This is Kim Jong Kook, i'm going to post his song "Sarangsurowo" which means "Loveable"
you won't believe what his voice sounds like^^
L ♥ V E
& i realize my icon has absolutely NOTHING to do w/ this post. but it's so fipping cute i wanted to share it^^
WARNING: This entry contains meaningless teenage girl rants about food
so.......i'm so sick of love songs, so tired of tears...food!!!!!!
& it's all b/c i'm tired of eating by myself. but it's messing w/ my diet. i tried to be independent & go down there & eat by myself, but i feel like such a loser!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have no friends T_T Well, no friends that i can eat w/. but i guess meagan usually eats at 6, so maybe i'll eat w/ her whenever christy's busy. altho i ate lunch today w/ minde & meagan & we sat in there for like 6 hours!!!!!!! it was flipping ridiculous. & then meagan talked to me for another 3 hours just standing around outside!!!!!!!!!! *shut up!!!!!* idc about u or your life or what boys you like. Grrr~
so, ye, i get nervous every time i go down to eat, y'know that i'm going to run into art or david or dexter or someone else, so i'm self-conscious about eating down there. & then add to that the stress of when i have to eat by myself. & when i get a to-go box, i feel even stupid-er & i rush outta there. yesterday i had.......noodles for lunch & one piece of pizza & a little salad for supper. so ye......so later i get hungry, but when the food is in front of me, i feel like throwing up.
& i found out that i have $100-some to spend @ Lucky's by dec. 12. it's nov. 13 today....so i spent $10 today w/ christy. i bought two breakfast burritos (which they call tacos here, i'm not even gonna get into it) & a chocolate milk & i bought christy's breakfast & a candy bar for me & one for her. i almost threw up after the 2 burritos. i also think i have some weird stomach virus, b/c my side keeps getting a stitch in it, like what you get when you run ten miles. only it happens when i'm lying in bed trying to sleep or when i'm strolling around campus. i'm not that out of shape, ppl. so that also affects my apetite. i never thought i'd get to the day when i hate food, but here it is & it sux. i really wish i never had to eat, but i feel so guilty if i don't eat, b/c my parents spent all this money to feed me.
so.....: i stave, feel sick, waste money = hate food!!!
2) there's this girl who's "on a diet" & idk what kind of diet she's on, b/c for lunch today she had a chili dog and "fiest potatoes" which consist of tater tots, nacho cheese, and chili. O_o w/e diet she's on sounds like a good one to me. keke^^ but she said that her only other option was to have a salad & an apple. um....there are lots of choices there. she could've JUST had the fiesta potatoes or JUST the hot dog OR there's fish she could've had & there are tons of things you can put on your salad! idk, it was just pretty lame. & meagan, man that girl eats so much food! she never thinks what she has is going to fill her up so she takes a ton of food & then ends up throwing half of it away. ( i just had the fiesta potatoes, they were delicious^^) but MEAGAN had the potatoes plus two pieces of pizza & cookies like crazy. idk, it's just kinda gross. i would feel really...yucky if i ate all that crap. but....to each his own. i've been doing a pretty good job about eating here. haha^^ except for the times i don't eat.....but i always think about what would happen if my brothers were let loose on the cafeteria O_o pretty sure they'd go crazy~
*Food Warning Finish*
i bought a stapler today^^ then christy broke it -_- then i fixed it! ^.^
david wasn't in psych T_T
chad didn't talk to me today T_T
everyone hates me & i have no friends TT_TT
i have to write a paper tonight for a class where the teacher doesn't even show up -_-
i have to do math homework T_T
BUT tomorrow is wednesday &.....oh....nope, got nothing good to say about wednesday. except that it's christy's bday & if i hear that one more time i'm gonna shoot someone!!!!!! but i guess we're all going out to eat at olive garden & i have to pay for myself -__- but i'll just pretend i'm celebrating mandi's birthday! b/c it's on FRIDAY!!!!!!! same day as my concert, fyi. maybe i'll stand up in the middle & dedicate my performance to you. i have a 5 note solo ^^ & dexter's sposed to come, but i doubt he will^^
so i better go do my homework NOW. b/c i'll be busy tomorrow, which means that i also have to do my psych & life homework tonight >.<
oh & i'm going to be back in phoenix earlier than originally planned. look for me dec. 12th not the 15th. YAYAYAYAYAYA!Y!! keke
i want to post a song in here, but that always messes up my entries, so i'll post another entry afterwards. here's a pic:
This is Kim Jong Kook, i'm going to post his song "Sarangsurowo" which means "Loveable"
you won't believe what his voice sounds like^^
L ♥ V E
& i realize my icon has absolutely NOTHING to do w/ this post. but it's so fipping cute i wanted to share it^^