I ♥ ... ____________
So. ...i escaped from meagan about 8:30, it was absolutely amazing!
we were watching Titanic >.<
well, i should start at the beginning, i suppose~
i was going to go to this cofee house w/ my roomie & her bf. well, they magically disappeared (as she seems to be fond of doing these days). so i texted her to go eat. nothing. so, unfortunately, i also texted meagan. then i called mandi b/c today is national mandi & kayla day^^ it was quite a good day, in fact. but anywhoo, so then...um....oh, ye, so i'm on the phone w/ mandi. when megan decides to call me. i ignore her. so she decides to call AGAIN. finally, i'm like, 'fien, i'll answer.' so i agree to go t hein & eat w/ her. well, we get there & then they're all 'oh, we have to get this to go.' so we do. unfortunately, that means i have to go back to meagan's room. so then they're all 'let's watch titanic!'
it then that i realize that jae still has my copy!!!!!!!!
that movie is so flipping SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Where's my jack dawson? T_T it's just, an absolutely beautiful movie, you fall in love w/ all the characters, every single time. even tho u know they're all dead. you still get attached to them. so, we didnt' finish it b/c the girl who owned the movie had to leave. so we ended it b4 they all died but after they'd already hit the iceberg. so, i guess that's good^^ um....so then i headed back to my room.
i knew there was this coffee house, but the internet said it started @ 6 & there was no one there @ 6. so i just went back to my room, buti really wanted to go. so i finally just texted dexter. & he texted me back & told me it was still going on & that i should come over there. so i did^^ i think i was the only one of his "kids" to come! aren't u proud of me? um...& i was tearing up a litle. b/c ok, so this week was 'women's week" for dexter's fraternity. & all these strong guys were up there reading beautiful poetry about the imortance of women. & that all guys really aren't pigs & that they really do understand the value of women. there was one that was SOOOOo beautiful about how he abused the word love & what it really means. and how guys just use it to get stuff from women. & that it can hae such a beautiful meaning & they should try to use it as the bible tells them to. i was tearing up, seriously, i would've started crying right then! T_T & but when i walked in, dexter saw me & he waved at me ^-^
um....so, ye, it was really good & i'm glad i went. so afterwards, he came over & hugged me & we started taling a little & then he let me read the poems he had recited/written. & they were really sad! he said he wrote them when he was being rejected by love & he was really depressed/suicidla. dexter is not like that at all!!!!!!!
so then we sat down & talked for at least an hour! we are so much alike! & he wants to read some of poems. & he said that he thinks some guy is just gonna come & sweep me off my feet^^ b/c ,let's see...how did he say it, "Look, Kayla, you're smart and pretty and funny and you have a nice voice." awwwwwwwww ^^;;;;;;;; i love dexter^^
& he says he's really picky about who his gf is & he hasn't dated a lot
of course, he has a gf now T_T but it's only his 2nd serious gf!!!!!!!! & dexter's amazing! so ye.....idk it just made me feel better knowing that there are other ppl like me. & that guys go thru wut i'm going thru. & GORGEOUS ppl suffer, too^^ i mean, dexter could have any girl he wanted. & he said like "sometimes it gets lonely, but it's worth it to wait."
idk, it was just a great, great talk & i love that kid. oh, & he keeps saying that he wants to stay in touch w/ us. he's an amazing person. he's 21 & he's all concerned about our lives & into what we do. i'm really glad i got to go tonight & support him, b/c i know he tries to support us^^
& then he hugged me again when we said goodbye (b/c his gf called & wanted him home T_T) & he said that i'm one of his favorites^^ & i told him he's my favorite peer mentor. & he made this big production & was like "aw, aw, aw. that would mean even more if i wasn't your ONLY peer mentor, but i'll take it" it was soooooooooooo cute.
alas, i can't date/have him. why? b/c he's too perfect & i'm not allowed to hae ANY guy that would make me happy, duh!
but it was a very pleasant night & dexter thinks i'm pretty! it really means a lot more when you think the person who says you're pretty is pretty, too^^ keke~
i'll have to tell you guys about Chad, Michael, &......who was the other one mandi? hm, anyway, those two later. & then how the david guy hates me.
also, OH! The CRAZIEST thing happen. ok, those of you who were my friend freshmen year. you know who i like. including one certain Nathan Caulk. WELL...... you'll never guess who added ME to HIS friend list on facebook! NATHAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was absolutely floored when i saw it! i mean, i took pictures b/c i just couldn't believe it. well know if it's true if i still have the pix on my camera tomorrow. i mean. i didn't even think he knew i existed! it's just absolutely crazy. so i left him comment that said "i loved you in high school, do you want to go out when i come back fro christmas break? Love, Kayla~" ... -_- .... ok, i didn't i just said "hey nathan,w hat's up?" or something to that effect. isn't that absolutely INSANE?! I mean...really! idt i could be moer shocked!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh, & twix called me today & he said he missed me again^^ in another one of his random outbursts. that kid~
oh, ye, & the funny thing was. when i got back from meagan's, i took my makeup off, washed my face,brushed my teeth, and was about to shut down my computer & go to bed, when dexter told me to go to the coffee house thing. so i went over there w/ no makeup!!!!!! & i was going to go to bed early! & now it's almost 11. ^-^ i had such a great time, tho!
should i show dexter my poetry???? ah! so nervous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this was long ^-^ lvoe you all & miss you much. hope you guys remember me!!!!!!!!
L ♥ V E
we were watching Titanic >.<
well, i should start at the beginning, i suppose~
i was going to go to this cofee house w/ my roomie & her bf. well, they magically disappeared (as she seems to be fond of doing these days). so i texted her to go eat. nothing. so, unfortunately, i also texted meagan. then i called mandi b/c today is national mandi & kayla day^^ it was quite a good day, in fact. but anywhoo, so then...um....oh, ye, so i'm on the phone w/ mandi. when megan decides to call me. i ignore her. so she decides to call AGAIN. finally, i'm like, 'fien, i'll answer.' so i agree to go t hein & eat w/ her. well, we get there & then they're all 'oh, we have to get this to go.' so we do. unfortunately, that means i have to go back to meagan's room. so then they're all 'let's watch titanic!'
it then that i realize that jae still has my copy!!!!!!!!
that movie is so flipping SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Where's my jack dawson? T_T it's just, an absolutely beautiful movie, you fall in love w/ all the characters, every single time. even tho u know they're all dead. you still get attached to them. so, we didnt' finish it b/c the girl who owned the movie had to leave. so we ended it b4 they all died but after they'd already hit the iceberg. so, i guess that's good^^ um....so then i headed back to my room.
i knew there was this coffee house, but the internet said it started @ 6 & there was no one there @ 6. so i just went back to my room, buti really wanted to go. so i finally just texted dexter. & he texted me back & told me it was still going on & that i should come over there. so i did^^ i think i was the only one of his "kids" to come! aren't u proud of me? um...& i was tearing up a litle. b/c ok, so this week was 'women's week" for dexter's fraternity. & all these strong guys were up there reading beautiful poetry about the imortance of women. & that all guys really aren't pigs & that they really do understand the value of women. there was one that was SOOOOo beautiful about how he abused the word love & what it really means. and how guys just use it to get stuff from women. & that it can hae such a beautiful meaning & they should try to use it as the bible tells them to. i was tearing up, seriously, i would've started crying right then! T_T & but when i walked in, dexter saw me & he waved at me ^-^
um....so, ye, it was really good & i'm glad i went. so afterwards, he came over & hugged me & we started taling a little & then he let me read the poems he had recited/written. & they were really sad! he said he wrote them when he was being rejected by love & he was really depressed/suicidla. dexter is not like that at all!!!!!!!
so then we sat down & talked for at least an hour! we are so much alike! & he wants to read some of poems. & he said that he thinks some guy is just gonna come & sweep me off my feet^^ b/c ,let's see...how did he say it, "Look, Kayla, you're smart and pretty and funny and you have a nice voice." awwwwwwwww ^^;;;;;;;; i love dexter^^
& he says he's really picky about who his gf is & he hasn't dated a lot
of course, he has a gf now T_T but it's only his 2nd serious gf!!!!!!!! & dexter's amazing! so ye.....idk it just made me feel better knowing that there are other ppl like me. & that guys go thru wut i'm going thru. & GORGEOUS ppl suffer, too^^ i mean, dexter could have any girl he wanted. & he said like "sometimes it gets lonely, but it's worth it to wait."
idk, it was just a great, great talk & i love that kid. oh, & he keeps saying that he wants to stay in touch w/ us. he's an amazing person. he's 21 & he's all concerned about our lives & into what we do. i'm really glad i got to go tonight & support him, b/c i know he tries to support us^^
& then he hugged me again when we said goodbye (b/c his gf called & wanted him home T_T) & he said that i'm one of his favorites^^ & i told him he's my favorite peer mentor. & he made this big production & was like "aw, aw, aw. that would mean even more if i wasn't your ONLY peer mentor, but i'll take it" it was soooooooooooo cute.
alas, i can't date/have him. why? b/c he's too perfect & i'm not allowed to hae ANY guy that would make me happy, duh!
but it was a very pleasant night & dexter thinks i'm pretty! it really means a lot more when you think the person who says you're pretty is pretty, too^^ keke~
i'll have to tell you guys about Chad, Michael, &......who was the other one mandi? hm, anyway, those two later. & then how the david guy hates me.
also, OH! The CRAZIEST thing happen. ok, those of you who were my friend freshmen year. you know who i like. including one certain Nathan Caulk. WELL...... you'll never guess who added ME to HIS friend list on facebook! NATHAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was absolutely floored when i saw it! i mean, i took pictures b/c i just couldn't believe it. well know if it's true if i still have the pix on my camera tomorrow. i mean. i didn't even think he knew i existed! it's just absolutely crazy. so i left him comment that said "i loved you in high school, do you want to go out when i come back fro christmas break? Love, Kayla~" ... -_- .... ok, i didn't i just said "hey nathan,w hat's up?" or something to that effect. isn't that absolutely INSANE?! I mean...really! idt i could be moer shocked!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh, & twix called me today & he said he missed me again^^ in another one of his random outbursts. that kid~
oh, ye, & the funny thing was. when i got back from meagan's, i took my makeup off, washed my face,brushed my teeth, and was about to shut down my computer & go to bed, when dexter told me to go to the coffee house thing. so i went over there w/ no makeup!!!!!! & i was going to go to bed early! & now it's almost 11. ^-^ i had such a great time, tho!
should i show dexter my poetry???? ah! so nervous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this was long ^-^ lvoe you all & miss you much. hope you guys remember me!!!!!!!!
L ♥ V E