Hindsight is ALWAYS 20/20...

[alannah]

It's very early...I couldn't sleep. I just laid there and tossed and turned. Something is on my mind...not just one thing...everything. Last night was awesome...I went to summerfest and it was really crazy...maybe too crazy. I got home at like 1:15 and I walk in the door and my mom hugs me not because she loves me or because she cares or because she is worried but because she wants to smell my breath to see if I have been drinking...whatever. She goes give me your key and you cell phone. I think thats what was keeping me up...I am worried about being in trouble. I personally think she should cut me some slack you know...I got on the bus after Dark Star...got stuck in traffic and then got back to town and came home...I think she needs to chill. I think she is pissed because I didn't call/answer. My excuse to that would be that my phone is broken therefore it only vibrates not rings so I didn't answer. I didn't call because I thought it was understood that I would be home right after the concert which I was. Hindsight is always 20/20. I should have called when I got to my car and been like hey blah blah...damn it...I really wish I had a rewind button. I hope I am not grounded tomorrow though because I have a lot of important driving shit to do.It's crazy being up this early...the lake is real pretty. If I am grounded I hope I can nap or something. I am speechless as to my feelings about my mystery guy...I am pretty sure its best for him to move on and find a new girl...and I want him to do that even though it definitely sucks for me. Well whatever...tonight at summerfest I saw a guy from my school working and we talked...exchanged numbers...it was cool but I don't know...we will have to see. Well the puppies are up so I'm gone!

Love always,
Alana Leah