If only you knew how this fire feels burning against my chest...

[alannah]

Could today have been any gayer?! Oh yeah I haven't updated in a while because Michelle (mikey my brother) broke the internet. Well anyways...I pierced my nose. It looks really cool. As of now I am a week from getting my license. Today I had a really rough morning and it just seems like the shit I go through willnever end and that I will be constantly dealing with it for life...shit. I have been talking to Steph every night. She is so great because no matter how shitty my day was she can always make me laugh. Danny drives me crazy...still. KILL!!!!!! Well i am just anticipating the weekend so I can see steph because i hate majority of the fake assholes who attend my shitty ass school. I am so mixed up and sometimes I feel like I am too busy to think/feel. Like until it gets to the weekend...i just act the same way day in day out. I HATE PROM!!! if one more person asks me if i am going or if i am going with danny i will kill someone. Its like me saying oh are you going to hell? Are you going to hell with Satan? OH OK!!! ASSHOLES!!!!!!!! I have so much shit to say but no time!!!!!!!!!! Well anyways i will write when I have more time...until then stay sane!

Love Always,
Alana Leah