In which I sink into a frustrated rant...

May 05, 2010 23:14

Alright, tomorrow marks the full week, 7 days, since my biopsy. I should be able to go back to work, right? Well it's looking fucking doubtful. Been feeling like shite yesterday and today. Even rang up the hospital today, but there wasn't really anything they could do other than offer to see me tomorrow. Problem is, my only way of getting down to the hospital right now is on the bus, and if I thought I was up to bus travel, I'd haul my arse to work.

I swear I am going so damned stir-crazy. Why is it that every single thing I've read says that when you've had a kidney biopsy, you'll be fine after that first week, and yet I seem to have gone downhill again since Sunday? I just want to go back to work! Yes, you heard right, I actually want to go back to work. I'm so bored and lonely, stuck in this house all by myself.

I've pretty much made up my mind that I'm gonna drag my sorry behind to work tomorrow, whether I'm up to it or not, 'cause I can't deal with one more day is this big, empty house.

I think the only thing that's really keeping me down at the moment is that I've still got dull pain from the biopsy site, which is exacerbated if I move around too much. Plus I've not been sleeping properly 'cause I have to sleep on my back and I never ever sleep on my back and just can't, quite frankly. So I've not slept properly in a week. And I believe that is taking its toll on me.

So yeah, not a happy bunny. Guess it was far too appropriate that I just watched Disturbia, lol. Was actually quite good.

Anyways, here's hoping I can make it to work tomorrow without busting my kidney open or something, heh.

kidneys, disturbia, hospital, work, kidney biopsy, film

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