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IM HOME!!
so far nothing too special. its good to be home get back into a routine. and do all the things that ran through my head while I was in germany. but at the same time I miss it soo much already. it felt weird to leave because I really felt like I was at home. the host family I had was amazing more than anyone could have asked for. So thank you soo much to them and god bless them all. It was sad when I left because who knows when Ill see them again. Saskia and I got soo close we felt like we had known each other for such a long time when really it was 2 weeks. she cried when I left :(
but now Im home and so far Ive only seen my dad and jan but thats ok and my car isnt running thats not ok makes me want to kill myself. but life goes on Ill figure something out.
and so now it is big diet time. I have to lose all this weight its stinking ridiculous. I thought I gained alot more weight than I did I thought I gained like 10 pounds not even joking I was scared to weigh myself but I actually didnt really gain much at all. but I still want to get on a diet and get back to running LOTS. it sucks cause I was soo in shape when I let and now I have to start over. but whatever makes me feel good :)
well thats all dudes I missed you all if you missed me give me a call and we can hang out :)
so far nothing too special. its good to be home get back into a routine. and do all the things that ran through my head while I was in germany. but at the same time I miss it soo much already. it felt weird to leave because I really felt like I was at home. the host family I had was amazing more than anyone could have asked for. So thank you soo much to them and god bless them all. It was sad when I left because who knows when Ill see them again. Saskia and I got soo close we felt like we had known each other for such a long time when really it was 2 weeks. she cried when I left :(
but now Im home and so far Ive only seen my dad and jan but thats ok and my car isnt running thats not ok makes me want to kill myself. but life goes on Ill figure something out.
and so now it is big diet time. I have to lose all this weight its stinking ridiculous. I thought I gained alot more weight than I did I thought I gained like 10 pounds not even joking I was scared to weigh myself but I actually didnt really gain much at all. but I still want to get on a diet and get back to running LOTS. it sucks cause I was soo in shape when I let and now I have to start over. but whatever makes me feel good :)
well thats all dudes I missed you all if you missed me give me a call and we can hang out :)