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[alainalo]

I should not read this it definitely bums me out especially because everyone is all romantic lately and I miss matty. haha although this being gone things has almost been good for us because we have gotten really close through email which seems lame but its really cool. I love it here but sometimes its hard I am way out of my normal element and comfort zone. i think it is good for me this whole thing has been wonderful more than I could have ever asked for but being home will be nice. Im really worried I am going to come home and not have anything to do. and be out of touch from everyone. I really need to get a job as soon as I get back.
I have gained so much weight here when I get back its south beach for me the diet that is and lots of running although I love to run anyways Im gonna do jims camp and I have to train for my marathon so I hope to lose 20 pounds by october. that is my goal!
well gotta go get cleaned up going clubbing tonight