After so, so long, I'm back.
Because I'm starting a new diet tomorrow, and I want to write a blog rather than a diary, because I want someone to share everything with. And you guys are amazing :)

Starting tomorrow, I am eating nothing but soup and apples for a week. Nothing but soup and apples. I'm not going to massively calorie-count. I'm just going ( Read more... )

I'm making a new plan. Yet another eating plan.
Before the last one was even meant to finish.
Yet another one that I will probably fail at. But fuck it, I'm doing it anyway.

I have lots of revision to do, so I don't want to feel ill with hunger and sick and light-headed and dizzy and have lost my ability to concentrate. I'm gonna be sensible. Well, ( Read more... )

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Wednesday
1 Ryvita - 31 cal
1 low fat yoghurt - 100 cal
[131 cal]

Thursday
2 Ryvita - 62 cal
1/4 can pineapple - 75 cal
[137 cal]

Friday
Low fat tomato soup - 270 cal
[270 cal]

Saturday
Tofu curry - 200 cal
1 Ryvita - 31 cal
[231 cal]

Sunday
Burger & tomato ketchup - 100 cal
2 Ryvita - 62 cal
[162 cal]

Monday
*108lbs... at least!*

Skinny Love... <3

The good news is that I got to 112lbs again, my first goal weight.
The bad news is that I've stayed there ever since. Maybe gained or lost a pound, but days later, I'm still 112lbs.

The weather is absolutely gorgeous. It's so sunny and so hot outside. Perfect sunbathing weather.
Horrible weather when you're at least a stone heavier than you should be.
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I've been failing.
I've been sinking into the old trap of starving and binging, starving and binging...
And I know that if I can just lose a little, and get back to 8 stone, I'll realise that I CAN lose all the weight again. Easily.
It'll give me that strength and hope that I've been desperately needing.
So if I make a diet plan for myself for the ( Read more... )

Day One of liquid fasting.

I haven't planned how long I'm going to do it for.
I'm not going to aim for a week, and maybe not get there, and end up feeling a failure.
I'm not going to deny myself even a crumb until the scales reach one exact number.
I'm just not going to go with it.
After all, that's how I did it the last time.
No careful planning. No ( Read more... )