Boys
Ok. So he is hot. But I am not the only guy he has slept with. Indeed once we became friends on one of those social network websites, I realized all of his friends on there were more or less cute guys. That, along with his recent check ins at various gay bars, made me realize most likely those are all guys he's slept with. And there I am on the list. I suddenly felt dirty. It was a conflicting feeling looking at his hot picture with an intelligent, enigmatic look on his face. Who can guess the kinky thoughts going on behind his eyes. But it is a morbid curiosity for me. Despite my recent attempts to reestablish contact, he has been elusive, preferring to spend his time meeting new guys at bars instead of rekindling connection with me. Well, I guess that means I have to move on from him. Life is too short to waste on guys who are not interested in me, following them like I am part of their entourage. Harem even. I refuse to live that way. I have a lot to offer and I will focus on guys who are actual possibilities instead of stalking guys who are not interested.