Day #2
So I got a letter from my mom today telling me how she doesn't feel like I care about her much. I'm going to write her back and explain my point of view hopefully itll help her understand why I don't care as much as I should.
I feel I did well today as a person. I made taquitos and bought rum, told ryan I loved him and even went out of my way to kiss him and say good night. I did bring up a thing from the past not intentionally so he got very on edge thinking I'll get too drunk again. Alas I Did NOT. Haha
As far as complaints towards him. He was called into to work and never texted me to tell me. I knew cause I half woke up. When he came home he just sat in the livingroom and was on his phone for literally 3.5 hours. No I love yous, no affection. I'll think I'll point this out when he does it next. I had pointed out he didn't even say goodnight last night but he was exhausted. #WorkInProgress #SomethingsGottaGive
Still struggling with the pool. I have a sales meeting at 9am. Not sure about my affirmations yet as well. I guess Ill start out with: I'll be a better person.
Bowling was fun even though I didn't bowl so well. 145, 112 and 118. Oh,I'm still salty at the bowling lanes... I'm hoping with time I'll let it go. It's still fresh... give me a few weeks.
Gotta sleep.
I feel I did well today as a person. I made taquitos and bought rum, told ryan I loved him and even went out of my way to kiss him and say good night. I did bring up a thing from the past not intentionally so he got very on edge thinking I'll get too drunk again. Alas I Did NOT. Haha
As far as complaints towards him. He was called into to work and never texted me to tell me. I knew cause I half woke up. When he came home he just sat in the livingroom and was on his phone for literally 3.5 hours. No I love yous, no affection. I'll think I'll point this out when he does it next. I had pointed out he didn't even say goodnight last night but he was exhausted. #WorkInProgress #SomethingsGottaGive
Still struggling with the pool. I have a sales meeting at 9am. Not sure about my affirmations yet as well. I guess Ill start out with: I'll be a better person.
Bowling was fun even though I didn't bowl so well. 145, 112 and 118. Oh,I'm still salty at the bowling lanes... I'm hoping with time I'll let it go. It's still fresh... give me a few weeks.
Gotta sleep.