Dec 03, 2004 15:44
I have this feeling of dare I say Jubilation??? It is like this happy feling but distatchment too. I dunno I feel as if I am not in my body, I feel like I am floating without a care. I truly am happy now. Maybe this is wut happiness is and I have never felt happy before. I guess I will never know. But whatever this is, I like it and want it to stay. It could also be that I have finally snapped and become the person I have always wanted to be or dreaded being. I feel as if I have no cares, that could be and is bad and good at the same time. I feel like nothing can effect me at this time. I love it.
I was working on cognitative tutor and was just like, GAHHHHH cuzz it said I was done with a section, not a unit. Then I felt like I do now. It was like a split second change. I just feel like I do. I truly have no words to acctually describe it. I can hear peoplet alking but I feel distant from them. I hear Mike Nougat Jelly yelling at Nick B and stressing, but I feel somehow distant from him. I like this feeling. I want to have it forever.
EDIT I'd maybe call it uforia(SP?) EDIT