Just a few lines I posted today in my private LJ
Touching the wings of a moth
My days were always short
My night always long
You always knew that
You stayed with me anyway
You held my hand when I was sad
Trying to ignore that I could never hold yours forever
I'm easy with forgetting
I will forget you
So much quicker than you think
I'm much crueler than you expect
Cause what I Iove so much
And what's inside me
Darkness
I'm the moth
Not the butterfly
I love to cry myself to sleep
Hurt me, hurt me
Just go on
I don't feel it - I got used to this
Abuse me
Don't hesitate
It leaves me empty
Wondering, wondering....
How could it be so sad...?
Wondering, wondering...
How could it be that bad...?
Wondering, wondering...
Why do I cry again...?