~Once upon an Autumn day~
For the first time I wrote such a long story all in English. At least in my normal writing style. Yes! No more script style. So please be understanding for the tons of grammar mistakes... (I hope I caught all of them now. Thanks to pi_ankh for helping me with the worse mistakes XD *hugs*) and that my vocabulary isn't that huge...
The idea was build up in 5 minutes. Writing took me two nights. The end took the rest of me xD
Title: Once upon an Autumn day
Author: in_monochrome
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Kaoru X girl
Summary: not just porn
Disclaimer: I don't own Kaoru, unfortunately.
Comment: (I made Kaoru totally out of character I think! XD) I changed the POV from time to time, but at all we have the POV from both of them. I changed whenever I wanted to. Hope this isn't too complicated or too irritating.
Oh... and I will start writing her name when she introduced herself. May you can figure out why when it comes to that scene.
Besides: I try to build up something like relationship between them. So be impatient reading it. I wasted spent a lot of time write it a bit... nice?! XD Before we finally got to the main event. No: I just wrote way too much again. I just wrote each and every detail.
Bribe:
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Once upon an Autumn day
Autumn days were always unpredictable. Autumn days were always full of surprises. Sudden showers. Sudden storms. Suddenly appearing clouds. Suddenly disappearing clouds. People seem to freak out with the change of the seasons. But it was never that bad like this year. At least it seems so to Kaoru when he walked out of the huge stuffy building in which he had sat just a few minutes ago - surrounded by old people with opinions. People with opinions were the worst. And their annoying fighting caused him headache. And headache was the last thing he needed now.
So he stepped out the building, opened the first two bottoms of his black shirt and took a deep breath, before his right hand slid in the pocket of his jacket and pulled out a cigarette. While lightening it up he walked down the stairs to the sidewalk. While taking a deep drag he thought about in which direction to go. He took a look to the right. It was about 6PM... and the streets we're full of cars. Damn the intelligent people who had ordered him to this place, left him about 2 hours in the waiting room with a secretary looking like a turtle (with the same reaction...) and let him bore the shit out of him for about 4 hours, just to realize that he actually shouldn't have come at all, cause he wasn't the right one to talk about this problem they had with their marketing. Damn them. A fucking hour earlier and there wouldn't be that traffic jam. Damn them. And damn the traffic jam.
He took a look to the left and saw stairs disappearing under the earth. The subway. He would leave his car where it was and take the subway instead.
Good idea.
He turned around, praising himself for that great idea. In that second a huge maple leaf slapped against his face.
"Uhrhhhgg...." He shuddered and got off the bad leaf which had dared to land on his face!!
Falling leafs...Autumn... yes... Autumn has been his favorite season. Always. But he wasn't lucky with this Autumn. Too warm. Too many leafs that still hung all over. Too many people all around him enjoying the last warm days. Too much headache... At least it wasn't raining. Though he wished it would.
This Autumn wasn't fun. At all.
Or maybe it was just because it was full moon. Full moon did strange things to people as well...
Whatever!
He took a last deep drag of his cigarette, before he threw it down and stubbed it out with the top of his shoe. Then he finally walked over to the subway station. It has been a while since he last used it. Being in public was difficult these days. But somehow he didn't care today. Even his sunglasses stayed where they were. Somewhere inside his jacket. Together with his smokes and a small piece of paper with a scribbled note on it which said "Bandmeeting at 7:30PM". He should hurry up if he wanted to go home first, have a refreshing shower and then get his ass over to the studio. He couldn't break the rules. He made them. There was no excuse for breaking them. There was nothing more important on earth than following these rules. Breaking them would simply mean to tolerate exceptions. To tolerate exceptions means he would loose his authority. No. Not yet. Since they were all trained like dogs. Another masterstroke of the master himself x)
A hard push - and he once again fell out his dreamworld. It was like a lighting in his shoulder. And he nearly swallowed the wrong way by his own spit. What the heck was that?! "You're getting old! *hehehe*" He chased away the malicious grin from Die and opened his eyes to the reality. He has been rammed. He swirled around, just in that moment the malefactor passed him - running. It was a brown-haired, tiny girl - or actually a woman -, but he didn't get that, cause he was too busy with checking if his wallet was still there in that second. It was.
"Stoooooop!!"
With a cold draft the subway rushed past him walking to the waiting seats. Within the rushing a loud uttered "SHIT!".
Kaoru sat down on one of the two free red plastic seats, leaned back and watched the girl, which rammed him, coming back. She looked angry and disappointed at the same time, her brownish hair seemed a bit tousled.
**
Angry like she was she threw her purse on the seat. Damn this day! Damn this whole city! Damn the subway! She was used to get that subway! She wanted to go home. Wanted to throw herself on the bed and cry. Just cry. But who ever was there all around them - the almighty - just punches his/her/its hand right in the middle of her face. On one day she has lost everything. She lost the job she always wanted to do. The job she dreamed her whole life of. She has been so close. She had worked four years for it. Four damn years she had lived just for that moment. She had studied hard to get out of the small village she lived in, stayed awake all night and had told herself over and over that she just had to hold on. "The day will come, on which you can earn what you seed". What a lie. What a damn lie! She was one week in Tokyo. One week full of stress. This city was horrible. So many people. So much headache. All the tests she has been through, all the test they gave her: She had been the best in all of them. And had been the happiest girl on the planet earth when she got the call on this morning. She had been so full of hope and joy and now she just felt like ditched. Thrown away just like a piece of crap.
She was used to get this job. But it wasn't her, who was the best for this job. It was a rich high-society bitch. The excuse of the interviewer has been the most dump thing she had ever heard.
"I'm very sorry, Kita-san, but she really had the better arguments."
Oh yes! Look!! She has a lot of money she brings in the firm!! Oh, yes, she is really the more suited for this job....... if you need someone who can screw you on the conference table!!
She was so sick and tired of all those rich and famous people. So sick of the preference they got. So sick of them all. She needed alcohol. A lot of it. But when she would arrive at home it would be nearly 8PM...
She grabbed her purse and looked at the guy on the seat next to her. His hair was dyed like hers, but it was darker, almost black. She didn't dare to stare at him, so she hadn't realized that much of his face. But no question that he looked good. And he had watched her.
They exchanged a glance when she sat down next to him on the free seat. She blushed a bit.
Grumbling and staring at her feet she just sat there for a while.
"It's okay."
She winced and looked up. Had he spoke to her?! She turned her head around and... for sure he was gazing at her!
"I'm sorry, what?"
"I said it's okay."
She felt a little dumb. "What is okay?"
He changed the position he was sitting on the seat to continue gazing at her. "That you rammed me."
"What-?! Oh... OH! It was you I rammed?" She blushed again and tried to hide it behind her open hair and by looking down. "Sorry, I didn't recognize who I was ramming... I just wanted to-"
"Catch your subway", he ended her sentence having a small smile playing around his lips. "I saw it, yes."
"I'm sorry. I hope I haven't hurt you."
"Hurt? Me?" He laughed. "Sure not!"
"Oh... okay." While rummaging in her purse she remembered what her friends told her. "Don't talk to strangers. Tokyo is full of perverted people! So better keep away of them!" She risked a look out of the corner of her eye. Perverted stranger... He was a stranger, but perverted? With a drew up eyebrow she pulled out a tissue. (To crown it all she caught a cold yesterday.) She couldn't point her finger at it, but he looked serious in some strange kind of way.
"Sick?", he asked.
"Of the world?", she asked back ironically. "Yes! ... No. I'm just a bit ill now. it's the Autumn. I always catch colds in Autumn... And all this people around me... I have the worst headache ever. I have the worst day of my life, I guess! It's just like messing with my mind. Ah... why am I telling you this? I don't even know you. And I bore you to death."
"Maybe you tell it, cause I asked you? And believe me: You have simply no clue what bores me to death."
"No. I just babble too much..."
"If you would already call this babbling you should meet my friend..."
"No, no. You don't wanna know what happens when I once started babbling. It's just like I can't stop anymore. And it gets worser and worser and - look! I just did it again." She rolled her eyes and sighed.
Kaoru couldn't tell, but still gazed at her. Something about her just made him unable to take his eyes off her. Before he could control his words he already said: "I like your babbling."
Finally she replied his gaze. He smiled lightly.
She opened her mouth to speak, but in that second an other subway rushed in. Kaoru grabbed his jacket and stood up, headed to the subway. A bit stunned she stared at him walking away.
"I have to hurry up. That's mine", he called, while more people ran to the opening doors of the subway. Then he grinned. "You should hurry up too. It's yours as well."
Following his above pointing finger she suddenly recognized that he was right! She jumped off her seat and ran over to the subway and made it to get in it, before the doors closed again. It was very full in there. So many people and all on their way home. Rush-hour. And more headache for her. Plus she lost him. Without even asking for his name. Damn it. She hated Tokyo. And why were the subways so small?! She didn't even try to find a place to sit down. To find one would have been a real miracle!
**
It was a miracle, but Kaoru really found a place to sit down. Next to a men in a suit reading some news paper.
He leaned back and closed his eyes for a while. There was talking all around him. Hollow babbling. Not that nice as the cute "babbling" of the girl. When he had stepped in the subway he had lost her. He had watched out for her, but couldn't make her out. She just disappeared in those masses of people that stood tight next to each other and made him lose his bearings.
With his eyes closed he thought of her. What a pity... He hadn't thought she would react that slowly. But it was his own fault too. He felt like a jerk. He met a nice girl and then started playing his cat and mouse again. He sighed. Well done, Kaoru, well done. How are your chances to see her ever again now?
It was just this damn Autumn He swore. His own favorite month conspired against him.
**
Tight. Stuffy. Claustrophobia. She felt like she would suffocate. She was pulled and pushed to all directions she could think of. And she felt so damn uncomfortable. And she hated Tokyo. She just hated this damn city.
The subway got out of the earth and was above it now. There were the bright shining city lights passing them by. A sight she may enjoyed, but when the door opened at the next station and an icy cold draft blew in the wagon and she could hear the rain outside she just felt like crying out loud. She snoozed and shuddered. How could it be even more worse?!
A hard, rough jolt running through the whole train gave the answer immediately. The new passengers pushed that hard into the masses, which were already inside the wagon, and a huge guy shoved her away that brutal that she lost her balance and stumbled. There was no where she could held on to. And the other guy, had stood just a second ago next to her, suddenly disappeared and she felt right over. She closed her eyes. She felt panic to stumble right over to the floor of the train. Feared it.
But the hard impact of the ground stayed away.
Instead she felt the soft, warm and nice touch of a body underneath her. God knows how she turned around in her fall, but however it happened... she sat right on the lap of a guy. No not just any guy. The guy she just met minutes before!
Kaoru smirked. "Ah, nice to see you again. Is it comfortable?"
She stared at him. For one second. For two second. For three second. She just stared at him and it felt like eternity to her, till she finally realized what happened.
"Oh my god! Sorry!! I'm so sorry. I-" She blushed as she tried to stood up.
Kaoru - absolutely resolute not to let her escape once again - grabbed her wrist (saying at this point that there wasn't any chance for her to get away anyway, cause the train was so full with people now). "Hey, it's okay."
She stared confused at him, wasn't able to speak.
"It's okay", he repeated and smiled gently at her.
She replied the smile lightly. "O...okay." How embarrassing. She sat on the lap of a guy she didn't knew, in a city she didn't knew, in a train full of people she didn't knew and worst of all: She liked it!
A silence followed. An awkward silence. She felt it all over her stomach. The silence took three minutes. Then she couldn't hold her words back any longer.
"Thank you."
Kaoru opened his eyes he had closed, because of the headache beating against his skullpan. "Hu?"
"Thank you."
He grinned. "Yea. For what?"
"I weren't able to say 'thank you' when you said that you liked my babble."
"Really?" An eyebrow drew up.
She nodded. "Yes, yes! You said 'I like your babbling'-"
The way she imitated his voice so deep made him laugh.
"- and I was like 'Oh!' and then the subway came and I wasn't able to say thank you, so I say thank you now and
now I-"
"Now you babble again."
A deep sigh ran out her mouth. "Yeees..." She felt so bad. She made again a mess of everything.
He laughed. For a weird reason he felt like tousling her hair. Or smooth it, cause it was already tousled. Or strike it back behind her ear. Whatever. He just wanted to touch her. That was the point he realized his thoughts were drifting a bit too far away and that they weren't just passing him by, they woke up something somewhere deeper...
"Could you stand up?"
"Eh?"
"I want you to sit down on the seat."
What? He wanted to give his seat to her? "But it's yours-", she interrupted.
"I can stand. Besides my legs go to sleep."
"Wha-?!"
Uhh, now her made her thinking that she was too fat... He was such a jerk!
"Okay. If you say so." She didn't even waste a thought about that she could have took that sentence wrong, instead she stood up to let him stood up. Just when she was in the corridor again the subway had an other stop and she was again in the fear to be pushed away.
Kaoru, still sitting, grabbed her hand.
The doors opened again. More freezing air and even more people.
He stood up to gave her his seat. And she was just about to sit down when she saw an old woman pushing herself through the masses bravery. She took the womans hand, looked at her and smiled, before she leaded her to the seat which was actually meant for her. The old lady pated her hand softly and smiled thankful, when she sat down.
Kaoru, who watched the scene, looked at her. "Wow. You have a good education."
"I know", was all she replied before people pushed against her once again. It came unpredictable. She hit against him. Kaoru smirked again, took her hand and forced his way through the tight corridor to a place somewhere it wasn't that messy with the dragging and pressing.
Her look was familiar to the one of the old lady, when he tried to cover her a bit up from the mean bullies all around them.
Anyways they kept them busy. Over and over again they touched each other, because of all those idiots around. He damned the rush-hour. But somehow he welcomed it too...
To divert her from the steady - more or less unwanted - body contact he bowed to her and said: "Sorry for haven't introduced myself yet. I'm Niikura Kaoru."
She smiled lightly. "Kita Aki."
"Aki?", he asked again, drew an eyebrow.
"Yes."
"Your name is Aki?!"
"Yes!" She laughed. "Why?"
"Ah, forget it." He grinned. Autumn... he met a girl on an Autumn day, his favorite month and under all of those billions of names in the world her name was Autumn too... In what a weird world of coincidences they lived.
"Where do you come from?", he asked to keep the conversation going.
"Hokkaido. It feels like summer here... It's already snowing over there."
"Really?"
"Yes. It's really warm here. I haven't thought it would be such a huge difference from Hokkaido to Kyushu."
"It's too warm, even for this place. It's almost November and we still have a too high temperature. At least it's raining now..." Over her shoulder he watched the rain dripping against the wagon, running down the window and mix up somewhere on the glass.
"'At least' you say..." She sighed again and watched a busy looking woman with a paper cup of coffee walking closer to them, who shove all the people in her way brutally aside.
Kaoru just opened his mouth, when suddenly an other hard jolt made the whole train shake. Aki stumbled again, but could hold on to Kaorus shirt, while slipping away.
The woman with the coffee had nowhere to hold on to. The same happened to her what just happened to Aki. She fell right over, but could grip someones shirt before landing on the ground. But the coffee had nowhere it could hold on to. o.O;; Sloshed around and spilled right over Akis clothes. It was a miracle and it was luck: The coffee was just lukewarm. What didn't change the fact that it was spilled all over her fucking clothes!
Kaoru had been too busy to find somewhere he could get some hold. Now he just saw that there where wet brownish coffee stains on her red sweater and her thin scarf. When he took a second look he noticed that she was all soaked with it.
"What the fuck happened?!"
"Someone spilled coffee at me..."
"Who?!"
Aki made him look at her. "She's away. She disappeared somewhere in the masses. I saw people pulling her away. .... Shit!"
"Was it hot?" His shocked and caring look made her blush.
"No, it was just lukewarm. Luckily. How the heck should I get this out again?!" While trying to take a tissue out of her purse she felt his fingers touching over one of the stairs.
"All wet....", he mumbled. "How far do you live away?"
"Hu?!" She stared at him. "I don't know, but I guess I won't be home before 8PM..."
He heard her sighing. That girl sighed a lot... "It's just 6:30PM... that's a long way home."
"I have to change the subways sometimes."
"Okay. That's impossible."
"What?"
"That you drive home in your soaked clothes. I can't admit that. You're already sick and it's raining outside. Just two more stations and we're where I live at. You can come with me to my apartment, have a shower, change your clothes and then I can I drive you home." While he was thinking: 'With which car you idiot?!'
Her gazing hit him. "You offer me to go home with you?!" Perverted strangers... the words of her friends recalled inside her head...
Kaoru just realized how stupid he sounded. Oh god, he really sounded like... Why the heck should she take his offer? She didn't know him. What did he expected? That she cheered and jumped up and down and hugged him for that great idea?!
"I'm sorry. That was dumb. I didn't want you think that I'm a-"
"Okay."
"Okay, sorry for asking. I hope you get home well. Wait... what?!"
"Okay." She smiled. She didn't even know why, but she had the weirdest feeling ever screaming at her to take his offer. And though she knew that it was kinda insane to go home with a stranger, she was just unable to name it. She didn't feel afraid. At all. "Okay", she repeated again.
Kaoru laughed. "Okay!"
**
When they got out the subway the world had already drowned. It was pouring.
Luckily he just lived a few steps away. They ran through the splashing rain, as fast as they could, but it didn't change a thing as they arrived at his apartment all soaked.
They got in the building, took the elevator to the 7th floor and walked over to the door. The door plate confirmed that he hadn't lied to her and had told her his real name.
Kaoru pulled the keys out of his jacket and unlocked the apartment. His gestures told her to get in first.
Aki stepped in carefully and took a look around. She could see from the hall right over to the living-room. She had realized it before when they entered the building: This apartment wasn't one of the cheapest. And while she was staring at the giant TV screen and the stereo system she thought that he was definitely not poor! What kind of guy was he? He didn't seem to be one of those scary guys who kidnap little girls or young woman ("Okay, maybe...", she thought and stifled her giggling), though he really seemed a bit scary. But he didn't seem to be of one those who killed them after kidnapping. She laughed again inside herself.
After taking off her shoes she followed him to the living-room.
Kaoru threw his quite wet jacket careless on the floor of the hall - to some other crumpled up clothes. He didn't seem to keep his apartment very tidy. It was so full of stuff that her eyes couldn't seem to find a place to rest on.
"The bathroom is right over there." He pointed to the right side where an open door leaded to an other room.
Without waiting for his next words she stepped carefully over to the bath and tried not to make his floor too wet with her all soaked self.
She heard him calling: "I will bring you some new clothes soon. Just a minute!", she closed the door behind her and took again a look around. He was really some kind of a messy person... She shove some used towels away and made her way through the huge bathroom. With an impressed look she noticed the douche. Was she dreaming or was it as twice as large as every douche she ever saw before??
Aki turned around, watched herself in the mirror for a while, before she put her purse that she was still holding, down and began to take her dirty clothes off.
**
Kaoru wobbled walked to his bedroom, tried once again to ignore the mess on his bed and stepped to his wardrobe instead and opened it. A skeptical glance later he turned around to his bed and watched out for any fresh clothes, which he obviously hadn't. He scratched his head. Why did he offer her to come home with him and get some fresh clothes when he hadn't even some for his own?! There must be anything... anywhere... but where?!
He looked at his clock. It was 6:50PM. He should hurry up. Really. The bandmeeting was at 7:30PM. He was running out of time. He couldn't allow himself to be late. Couldn't allow himself to make an exception of his own rules.
While he searched through the drawers his thoughts spun about Aki. To have a woman in his apartment, in his bathroom after a bunch of months gave him excited shivers. He felt again like drifting away, but was quite awake when he thought about the mess he made in the bath the last weeks. All that stuff that laid there, all the used towels, all the empty shower-gel bottles, all the shit that laid all over the shelves, all those porn magazines laying around, all those unsorted accessories and... wait... porn?! He rammed his head against a drawer when he stood up like hit from a lighting. In the same second a fresh sweater fell down on him. Determined he grabbed the sweater, ignored the pain in his head from the hit and ran over to the bathroom.
Aki winced horribly when the bathroom door suddenly was flung up. She stared at him. Kaoru stared back. To be exact: He stared at her underwear in which she just stood there looking like a crashed deer - with the same dark, brown, round eyes.
For a second he gasped for breath, but decided to ignore the fact the she was half naked. Besides there was nothing he hadn't seen before... Still determined he walked over to where he had placed the fatal stuff, passed her, tried to keep his eyes off of her.
"Sorry... I thought I better put this away."
Aki found her voice again to say the stupidest thing ever. "It's okay. I already saw it."
Kaoru froze in the middle of his moving (grabbing the porn and run away...), turning around slowly and gazed at her. In vain she tried not to make her grin too visible. In this embarrassing situation Kaoru turned back, again ignoring what just happened. He stopped when he stood in front of her.
"The fresh clothes..." He put the sweater in to her hands and said: "There must be something more... I just can't find it... gimme a while."
She smiled and tried to hide it behind her hand. Though she felt embarrassed she didn't felt uncomfortable just in her underwear... and the weirdest feeling inside her seem to grow with every second.
Kaoru smirked. He felt dumb for grinning in the stupidest way ever, but she just looked so cute like she was smiling at him hiding her giggling. Hiding her pretty mouth. Her red lips. Everything in his head was spinning. Everything in it went black. Her smile made him lose his hard trained self-control.
He grabbed her hands, pulled them away from her face and pressed his mouth against her. For the blink of an eye she was just stunned. Surprised about the lips laying on hers. But before she could realize what really had happened and replying the kiss he already stopped it and tumbled a step backwards. Akis eyes were watching him. Her fingers stroke in unbelief over her lips.
He blushed, turned around, "I'm sorry." and wanted to leave.
Firmed she grabbed his wrist and pulled him back. He found himself again close to her.
It was so silent between them, when Kaoru softly laid his fingers on her lips, opened them lightly, kissed her once, twice... She grasped his shirt and pulled him even closer, reacting to the short lustful kisses. And when his tongue begged for entrance she opened her mouth to let him exploring her. Playful he sucked on her tongue, caressed it, while his hands leaded down, touched her bottom, stroke her legs and her waist. Her fingers grabbed deep in his hair when he pressed the lower part of his body harder against her.
Still kissing her he demanded more. His fingers slid above to the clasp of her bra. Impatiently he opened it, took it of. He just stopped the deep kisses for looking at her. Affectionately touching her cold, rain wet skin. He decided to place his lips somewhere else now. His hands covered her breasts, massaged them, before his mouth took over and his tongue caressed her nipples. His tongue swirled around them and licked intensively over the hard buds of her breasts.
Aki moaned, held his head with her hands, enjoyed being pleasured.
Her hands ran under his shirt and stroke his back, lay on his waist. With a groan he got back to her mouth, nibbled on her lips. With impatience she didn't know she would have it, she dragged at his shirt, searched for the bottoms. She wanted him to take his shirt off. She wanted him to be closer. Before she lost her mind.
Kaoru grinned when he recognized her desire. He felt it too. It was all in his head. Everything he would do. Every little thing he would pleasure her body with. He wanted it so bad that he nearly exploded when he simply thought about it.
The shirt disappeared from his body. Unnoticed it fell down to all the other clothes. His mouth merged again with hers. Tap, tap... he was pulling against her. With these small steps he continued devouring her. She rubbed her hand absolutely wanted over his crotch and felt it growing in his pants under her fingers. She sank down on her knees, kissed his stomach, surrounded his belly-bottom. The tips of her hand on his chest made him shiver him a little, before they leaded down again. Slowly the moves of her fingers drove him insane. Shivering she tried to opens his belt. Finally his leftover clothes found their way to the floor too. Aki touched his erection and softly stroke over the base of it. He would came undone right her hands, if he won't stop her now. Cause he knew that he pulled her up again. Kissed her neck. Dragged her backwards.
When she was realizing where he was leading her to she already stood in the shower. He smirked at her and helped her to get out her panties. She replied his smirk, stepped backwards till her back touched the cold tiles.
The way she just stood there, naked, smiling seducing at him aroused him even more. They reached the point they couldn't go back anymore. They both knew that.
Aki opened the faucet. Water was dripping down from above, rushed down her body, floated all her skin and left drops of water all over. She winked him to her, whispered something he couldn't understand, cause his ears were already deaf. He got in the shower. Immediately the water poured down on him, soaked his hair. Immediately she grabbed him. The touch was so incredible erotical... her wet, still cold skin, which was just slowly warmed up by the hot water, brushed against his warm, rough body. His fingers stroke away hair pasting in her face. His tongue licked her neck. Slowly his fingers went down from to breasts.
She saw him taking shower-gel, making it foam in his palms, before he turned to her and rubbed it over her skin, while he was turning her around. The cold of the tiles would have been now at her front, but she left space between herself and the wall for his warm hands. He was soaping her caressing, while the water from above was still running down them. Poured down on them heavily. She turned around again.
With light placed kisses on her breasts and on her shoulders, with biting her neck carefully he went on. She uttered a quiet moan when his hands leaded back to her waist and her legs. He nippled at her earlobe, showered her skin with rough kisses, got up and down with his hands, before she grabbed his wrists.
Kaoru looked at her, watched her eyes, before she pulled him nearer, let go his wrists and placed her mouth on his lips. Welcoming her caressing he pressed her against the wall, while she stroke his chest, his shoulders and kissed his Adam's apple. The touch of her soft lips moved up to his chin - she enjoyed the scratching of his stubbles.
He replied her kisses, slid his fingers from her stomach down to her legs and between her thighs. She moaned out in arousal, when he started massaging her gently, and slung her arms around him, opened her legs a bit more. The lust he felt to make her moan messed with his mind. He slipped his fingers carefully inside her, followed by her deep moaning, and watched her how she closed her eyes fluttery. He got in and out her, stroked lightly against her center with every move, were surround by her inner wetness, continued kissing her.
Then he hit the right spot. Aki thought she would die right here under his touching. She was already gasping. Everything between her legs pounded. Her heartbeat recalled in her whole body. Her knees were so close to give in.... But he saved her by pulled her hard against the tiles. A second passed where their looks just met each other. Something in her eyes must have been desperate, cause he suddenly stopped tormenting her that slowly, painfully way that made her wanna die with the indescribable lust he woke in her.
Kaoru licked lightly over her lips, while his hand was lifting one of her legs. He propped his palm against the wall. And he pushed into her. Hard, fast, possessive, promising.
Searching for something to held on to, cause she felt again her knees giving again, she recognized that there wasn't anything. But she needed a hold. She slung her arms around his shoulders and pulled him deeper inside her at the same time. Kaoru groaned, started moving inside her. Tightly holding her leg, he placed his thrusts exactly where they needed to be. Went faster, higher, deeper. He didn't even care about himself moaning constantly in her ear, which made her all tingly. Her back rubbed against the tiles - the water made it slippery. She wanted him even more closer, wanted him to go faster, wanted him to over float her. As if he heard her begging he dug deeper into her, not willing to stop. More harder now. More possessive.
Aki felt her orgasm come. She never wanted this to stop, but pressed herself even more close against him, grabbed her fingers deep into his hair, his skin and gasped under his irregular pushes.
The blood in her veins pounded heavily against his loins. Feeling her coming gave him new energy to take her to the other side. The almost brutal last thrust made her collapse.
She came hard. Intensively. More intensively than she ever thought she could come. But when she reached her peak, felt him all exploding inside her, she knew she could.
Kaoru covered her mouth with his own, when he came. His muscles became cramped. The world became black. The shudders of the peak rushed through his whole body. He slid his tongue inside her hot mouth again, while he was sinking down and pulling her with him.
Leaning against the wall and with Aki on his lap he just sat there for a while, gasped for breath. She was listening to his loud and heavy heart beat, resting her head on his shoulders and tried to make her breathing normal again. Kaoru looked up, blinked. The water of the faucet was still rushing down, pouring on them. Drops of water splash into his face. He reached for it powerless and turned it off. Then he leaned back and laid his arms around her waist, softly kissed her head, pressed her against him.
"Autumn...", he said hoarse after a while, still gasping. "Aki... Autumn.... in Autumn..."
"Yes", she breathed, closed her eyes and enjoyed his touching, his fingers stroke down her back and she played with his hair. She smiled lightly.
Kaoru caressed her cheek, bowed to her and gave her a soft, gently kiss. "Autumn... was always my favorite month...", he whispered.
**
When they had rested for a while they stood up, stepped out the shower and Kaoru dried her and his own skin with a huge (by the way fresh) towel and then took her hand - he had lift her up, she wasn't that heavy, but he was just too finish off. So he just took her hand and led her to his bedroom. Quickly he pushed the stuff on his bed away and put the blankets back to let her slip under them. He grabbed his clock, turned the alarm off and climbed on the bed too, covered them both with blankets and lay down close to her.
As if she was afraid to lose him she snuggled on his chest and kissed his neck softly. He wrapped his arms around her and closed his eyes.
In the while where he had tried to catch his breath again in the shower he had decided to something. He had decided to break the rules. His rules. There was something more important now...
Yes, he would break the rules. And the last thing he cared about was the consequence of this all.
The hall was filled with twilight.
Just the soft light of the full moon.
It was near to midnight on this Autumn day.
There was a huge silence all over the apartment.
Just the quietly noises of the rain tapping against the windows.
The jacket on the floor.
Careless left behind...
And in the pocket of the jacket...
...on a piece of paper scribbled note...
Bandmeeting at 7:30PM...
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Any opinions, questions, comments, suggestions?
The idea was build up in 5 minutes. Writing took me two nights. The end took the rest of me xD
Title: Once upon an Autumn day
Author: in_monochrome
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Kaoru X girl
Summary: not just porn
Disclaimer: I don't own Kaoru, unfortunately.
Comment: (I made Kaoru totally out of character I think! XD) I changed the POV from time to time, but at all we have the POV from both of them. I changed whenever I wanted to. Hope this isn't too complicated or too irritating.
Oh... and I will start writing her name when she introduced herself. May you can figure out why when it comes to that scene.
Besides: I try to build up something like relationship between them. So be impatient reading it. I wasted spent a lot of time write it a bit... nice?! XD Before we finally got to the main event. No: I just wrote way too much again. I just wrote each and every detail.
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Once upon an Autumn day
Autumn days were always unpredictable. Autumn days were always full of surprises. Sudden showers. Sudden storms. Suddenly appearing clouds. Suddenly disappearing clouds. People seem to freak out with the change of the seasons. But it was never that bad like this year. At least it seems so to Kaoru when he walked out of the huge stuffy building in which he had sat just a few minutes ago - surrounded by old people with opinions. People with opinions were the worst. And their annoying fighting caused him headache. And headache was the last thing he needed now.
So he stepped out the building, opened the first two bottoms of his black shirt and took a deep breath, before his right hand slid in the pocket of his jacket and pulled out a cigarette. While lightening it up he walked down the stairs to the sidewalk. While taking a deep drag he thought about in which direction to go. He took a look to the right. It was about 6PM... and the streets we're full of cars. Damn the intelligent people who had ordered him to this place, left him about 2 hours in the waiting room with a secretary looking like a turtle (with the same reaction...) and let him bore the shit out of him for about 4 hours, just to realize that he actually shouldn't have come at all, cause he wasn't the right one to talk about this problem they had with their marketing. Damn them. A fucking hour earlier and there wouldn't be that traffic jam. Damn them. And damn the traffic jam.
He took a look to the left and saw stairs disappearing under the earth. The subway. He would leave his car where it was and take the subway instead.
Good idea.
He turned around, praising himself for that great idea. In that second a huge maple leaf slapped against his face.
"Uhrhhhgg...." He shuddered and got off the bad leaf which had dared to land on his face!!
Falling leafs...Autumn... yes... Autumn has been his favorite season. Always. But he wasn't lucky with this Autumn. Too warm. Too many leafs that still hung all over. Too many people all around him enjoying the last warm days. Too much headache... At least it wasn't raining. Though he wished it would.
This Autumn wasn't fun. At all.
Or maybe it was just because it was full moon. Full moon did strange things to people as well...
Whatever!
He took a last deep drag of his cigarette, before he threw it down and stubbed it out with the top of his shoe. Then he finally walked over to the subway station. It has been a while since he last used it. Being in public was difficult these days. But somehow he didn't care today. Even his sunglasses stayed where they were. Somewhere inside his jacket. Together with his smokes and a small piece of paper with a scribbled note on it which said "Bandmeeting at 7:30PM". He should hurry up if he wanted to go home first, have a refreshing shower and then get his ass over to the studio. He couldn't break the rules. He made them. There was no excuse for breaking them. There was nothing more important on earth than following these rules. Breaking them would simply mean to tolerate exceptions. To tolerate exceptions means he would loose his authority. No. Not yet. Since they were all trained like dogs. Another masterstroke of the master himself x)
A hard push - and he once again fell out his dreamworld. It was like a lighting in his shoulder. And he nearly swallowed the wrong way by his own spit. What the heck was that?! "You're getting old! *hehehe*" He chased away the malicious grin from Die and opened his eyes to the reality. He has been rammed. He swirled around, just in that moment the malefactor passed him - running. It was a brown-haired, tiny girl - or actually a woman -, but he didn't get that, cause he was too busy with checking if his wallet was still there in that second. It was.
"Stoooooop!!"
With a cold draft the subway rushed past him walking to the waiting seats. Within the rushing a loud uttered "SHIT!".
Kaoru sat down on one of the two free red plastic seats, leaned back and watched the girl, which rammed him, coming back. She looked angry and disappointed at the same time, her brownish hair seemed a bit tousled.
**
Angry like she was she threw her purse on the seat. Damn this day! Damn this whole city! Damn the subway! She was used to get that subway! She wanted to go home. Wanted to throw herself on the bed and cry. Just cry. But who ever was there all around them - the almighty - just punches his/her/its hand right in the middle of her face. On one day she has lost everything. She lost the job she always wanted to do. The job she dreamed her whole life of. She has been so close. She had worked four years for it. Four damn years she had lived just for that moment. She had studied hard to get out of the small village she lived in, stayed awake all night and had told herself over and over that she just had to hold on. "The day will come, on which you can earn what you seed". What a lie. What a damn lie! She was one week in Tokyo. One week full of stress. This city was horrible. So many people. So much headache. All the tests she has been through, all the test they gave her: She had been the best in all of them. And had been the happiest girl on the planet earth when she got the call on this morning. She had been so full of hope and joy and now she just felt like ditched. Thrown away just like a piece of crap.
She was used to get this job. But it wasn't her, who was the best for this job. It was a rich high-society bitch. The excuse of the interviewer has been the most dump thing she had ever heard.
"I'm very sorry, Kita-san, but she really had the better arguments."
Oh yes! Look!! She has a lot of money she brings in the firm!! Oh, yes, she is really the more suited for this job....... if you need someone who can screw you on the conference table!!
She was so sick and tired of all those rich and famous people. So sick of the preference they got. So sick of them all. She needed alcohol. A lot of it. But when she would arrive at home it would be nearly 8PM...
She grabbed her purse and looked at the guy on the seat next to her. His hair was dyed like hers, but it was darker, almost black. She didn't dare to stare at him, so she hadn't realized that much of his face. But no question that he looked good. And he had watched her.
They exchanged a glance when she sat down next to him on the free seat. She blushed a bit.
Grumbling and staring at her feet she just sat there for a while.
"It's okay."
She winced and looked up. Had he spoke to her?! She turned her head around and... for sure he was gazing at her!
"I'm sorry, what?"
"I said it's okay."
She felt a little dumb. "What is okay?"
He changed the position he was sitting on the seat to continue gazing at her. "That you rammed me."
"What-?! Oh... OH! It was you I rammed?" She blushed again and tried to hide it behind her open hair and by looking down. "Sorry, I didn't recognize who I was ramming... I just wanted to-"
"Catch your subway", he ended her sentence having a small smile playing around his lips. "I saw it, yes."
"I'm sorry. I hope I haven't hurt you."
"Hurt? Me?" He laughed. "Sure not!"
"Oh... okay." While rummaging in her purse she remembered what her friends told her. "Don't talk to strangers. Tokyo is full of perverted people! So better keep away of them!" She risked a look out of the corner of her eye. Perverted stranger... He was a stranger, but perverted? With a drew up eyebrow she pulled out a tissue. (To crown it all she caught a cold yesterday.) She couldn't point her finger at it, but he looked serious in some strange kind of way.
"Sick?", he asked.
"Of the world?", she asked back ironically. "Yes! ... No. I'm just a bit ill now. it's the Autumn. I always catch colds in Autumn... And all this people around me... I have the worst headache ever. I have the worst day of my life, I guess! It's just like messing with my mind. Ah... why am I telling you this? I don't even know you. And I bore you to death."
"Maybe you tell it, cause I asked you? And believe me: You have simply no clue what bores me to death."
"No. I just babble too much..."
"If you would already call this babbling you should meet my friend..."
"No, no. You don't wanna know what happens when I once started babbling. It's just like I can't stop anymore. And it gets worser and worser and - look! I just did it again." She rolled her eyes and sighed.
Kaoru couldn't tell, but still gazed at her. Something about her just made him unable to take his eyes off her. Before he could control his words he already said: "I like your babbling."
Finally she replied his gaze. He smiled lightly.
She opened her mouth to speak, but in that second an other subway rushed in. Kaoru grabbed his jacket and stood up, headed to the subway. A bit stunned she stared at him walking away.
"I have to hurry up. That's mine", he called, while more people ran to the opening doors of the subway. Then he grinned. "You should hurry up too. It's yours as well."
Following his above pointing finger she suddenly recognized that he was right! She jumped off her seat and ran over to the subway and made it to get in it, before the doors closed again. It was very full in there. So many people and all on their way home. Rush-hour. And more headache for her. Plus she lost him. Without even asking for his name. Damn it. She hated Tokyo. And why were the subways so small?! She didn't even try to find a place to sit down. To find one would have been a real miracle!
**
It was a miracle, but Kaoru really found a place to sit down. Next to a men in a suit reading some news paper.
He leaned back and closed his eyes for a while. There was talking all around him. Hollow babbling. Not that nice as the cute "babbling" of the girl. When he had stepped in the subway he had lost her. He had watched out for her, but couldn't make her out. She just disappeared in those masses of people that stood tight next to each other and made him lose his bearings.
With his eyes closed he thought of her. What a pity... He hadn't thought she would react that slowly. But it was his own fault too. He felt like a jerk. He met a nice girl and then started playing his cat and mouse again. He sighed. Well done, Kaoru, well done. How are your chances to see her ever again now?
It was just this damn Autumn He swore. His own favorite month conspired against him.
**
Tight. Stuffy. Claustrophobia. She felt like she would suffocate. She was pulled and pushed to all directions she could think of. And she felt so damn uncomfortable. And she hated Tokyo. She just hated this damn city.
The subway got out of the earth and was above it now. There were the bright shining city lights passing them by. A sight she may enjoyed, but when the door opened at the next station and an icy cold draft blew in the wagon and she could hear the rain outside she just felt like crying out loud. She snoozed and shuddered. How could it be even more worse?!
A hard, rough jolt running through the whole train gave the answer immediately. The new passengers pushed that hard into the masses, which were already inside the wagon, and a huge guy shoved her away that brutal that she lost her balance and stumbled. There was no where she could held on to. And the other guy, had stood just a second ago next to her, suddenly disappeared and she felt right over. She closed her eyes. She felt panic to stumble right over to the floor of the train. Feared it.
But the hard impact of the ground stayed away.
Instead she felt the soft, warm and nice touch of a body underneath her. God knows how she turned around in her fall, but however it happened... she sat right on the lap of a guy. No not just any guy. The guy she just met minutes before!
Kaoru smirked. "Ah, nice to see you again. Is it comfortable?"
She stared at him. For one second. For two second. For three second. She just stared at him and it felt like eternity to her, till she finally realized what happened.
"Oh my god! Sorry!! I'm so sorry. I-" She blushed as she tried to stood up.
Kaoru - absolutely resolute not to let her escape once again - grabbed her wrist (saying at this point that there wasn't any chance for her to get away anyway, cause the train was so full with people now). "Hey, it's okay."
She stared confused at him, wasn't able to speak.
"It's okay", he repeated and smiled gently at her.
She replied the smile lightly. "O...okay." How embarrassing. She sat on the lap of a guy she didn't knew, in a city she didn't knew, in a train full of people she didn't knew and worst of all: She liked it!
A silence followed. An awkward silence. She felt it all over her stomach. The silence took three minutes. Then she couldn't hold her words back any longer.
"Thank you."
Kaoru opened his eyes he had closed, because of the headache beating against his skullpan. "Hu?"
"Thank you."
He grinned. "Yea. For what?"
"I weren't able to say 'thank you' when you said that you liked my babble."
"Really?" An eyebrow drew up.
She nodded. "Yes, yes! You said 'I like your babbling'-"
The way she imitated his voice so deep made him laugh.
"- and I was like 'Oh!' and then the subway came and I wasn't able to say thank you, so I say thank you now and
now I-"
"Now you babble again."
A deep sigh ran out her mouth. "Yeees..." She felt so bad. She made again a mess of everything.
He laughed. For a weird reason he felt like tousling her hair. Or smooth it, cause it was already tousled. Or strike it back behind her ear. Whatever. He just wanted to touch her. That was the point he realized his thoughts were drifting a bit too far away and that they weren't just passing him by, they woke up something somewhere deeper...
"Could you stand up?"
"Eh?"
"I want you to sit down on the seat."
What? He wanted to give his seat to her? "But it's yours-", she interrupted.
"I can stand. Besides my legs go to sleep."
"Wha-?!"
Uhh, now her made her thinking that she was too fat... He was such a jerk!
"Okay. If you say so." She didn't even waste a thought about that she could have took that sentence wrong, instead she stood up to let him stood up. Just when she was in the corridor again the subway had an other stop and she was again in the fear to be pushed away.
Kaoru, still sitting, grabbed her hand.
The doors opened again. More freezing air and even more people.
He stood up to gave her his seat. And she was just about to sit down when she saw an old woman pushing herself through the masses bravery. She took the womans hand, looked at her and smiled, before she leaded her to the seat which was actually meant for her. The old lady pated her hand softly and smiled thankful, when she sat down.
Kaoru, who watched the scene, looked at her. "Wow. You have a good education."
"I know", was all she replied before people pushed against her once again. It came unpredictable. She hit against him. Kaoru smirked again, took her hand and forced his way through the tight corridor to a place somewhere it wasn't that messy with the dragging and pressing.
Her look was familiar to the one of the old lady, when he tried to cover her a bit up from the mean bullies all around them.
Anyways they kept them busy. Over and over again they touched each other, because of all those idiots around. He damned the rush-hour. But somehow he welcomed it too...
To divert her from the steady - more or less unwanted - body contact he bowed to her and said: "Sorry for haven't introduced myself yet. I'm Niikura Kaoru."
She smiled lightly. "Kita Aki."
"Aki?", he asked again, drew an eyebrow.
"Yes."
"Your name is Aki?!"
"Yes!" She laughed. "Why?"
"Ah, forget it." He grinned. Autumn... he met a girl on an Autumn day, his favorite month and under all of those billions of names in the world her name was Autumn too... In what a weird world of coincidences they lived.
"Where do you come from?", he asked to keep the conversation going.
"Hokkaido. It feels like summer here... It's already snowing over there."
"Really?"
"Yes. It's really warm here. I haven't thought it would be such a huge difference from Hokkaido to Kyushu."
"It's too warm, even for this place. It's almost November and we still have a too high temperature. At least it's raining now..." Over her shoulder he watched the rain dripping against the wagon, running down the window and mix up somewhere on the glass.
"'At least' you say..." She sighed again and watched a busy looking woman with a paper cup of coffee walking closer to them, who shove all the people in her way brutally aside.
Kaoru just opened his mouth, when suddenly an other hard jolt made the whole train shake. Aki stumbled again, but could hold on to Kaorus shirt, while slipping away.
The woman with the coffee had nowhere to hold on to. The same happened to her what just happened to Aki. She fell right over, but could grip someones shirt before landing on the ground. But the coffee had nowhere it could hold on to. o.O;; Sloshed around and spilled right over Akis clothes. It was a miracle and it was luck: The coffee was just lukewarm. What didn't change the fact that it was spilled all over her fucking clothes!
Kaoru had been too busy to find somewhere he could get some hold. Now he just saw that there where wet brownish coffee stains on her red sweater and her thin scarf. When he took a second look he noticed that she was all soaked with it.
"What the fuck happened?!"
"Someone spilled coffee at me..."
"Who?!"
Aki made him look at her. "She's away. She disappeared somewhere in the masses. I saw people pulling her away. .... Shit!"
"Was it hot?" His shocked and caring look made her blush.
"No, it was just lukewarm. Luckily. How the heck should I get this out again?!" While trying to take a tissue out of her purse she felt his fingers touching over one of the stairs.
"All wet....", he mumbled. "How far do you live away?"
"Hu?!" She stared at him. "I don't know, but I guess I won't be home before 8PM..."
He heard her sighing. That girl sighed a lot... "It's just 6:30PM... that's a long way home."
"I have to change the subways sometimes."
"Okay. That's impossible."
"What?"
"That you drive home in your soaked clothes. I can't admit that. You're already sick and it's raining outside. Just two more stations and we're where I live at. You can come with me to my apartment, have a shower, change your clothes and then I can I drive you home." While he was thinking: 'With which car you idiot?!'
Her gazing hit him. "You offer me to go home with you?!" Perverted strangers... the words of her friends recalled inside her head...
Kaoru just realized how stupid he sounded. Oh god, he really sounded like... Why the heck should she take his offer? She didn't know him. What did he expected? That she cheered and jumped up and down and hugged him for that great idea?!
"I'm sorry. That was dumb. I didn't want you think that I'm a-"
"Okay."
"Okay, sorry for asking. I hope you get home well. Wait... what?!"
"Okay." She smiled. She didn't even know why, but she had the weirdest feeling ever screaming at her to take his offer. And though she knew that it was kinda insane to go home with a stranger, she was just unable to name it. She didn't feel afraid. At all. "Okay", she repeated again.
Kaoru laughed. "Okay!"
**
When they got out the subway the world had already drowned. It was pouring.
Luckily he just lived a few steps away. They ran through the splashing rain, as fast as they could, but it didn't change a thing as they arrived at his apartment all soaked.
They got in the building, took the elevator to the 7th floor and walked over to the door. The door plate confirmed that he hadn't lied to her and had told her his real name.
Kaoru pulled the keys out of his jacket and unlocked the apartment. His gestures told her to get in first.
Aki stepped in carefully and took a look around. She could see from the hall right over to the living-room. She had realized it before when they entered the building: This apartment wasn't one of the cheapest. And while she was staring at the giant TV screen and the stereo system she thought that he was definitely not poor! What kind of guy was he? He didn't seem to be one of those scary guys who kidnap little girls or young woman ("Okay, maybe...", she thought and stifled her giggling), though he really seemed a bit scary. But he didn't seem to be of one those who killed them after kidnapping. She laughed again inside herself.
After taking off her shoes she followed him to the living-room.
Kaoru threw his quite wet jacket careless on the floor of the hall - to some other crumpled up clothes. He didn't seem to keep his apartment very tidy. It was so full of stuff that her eyes couldn't seem to find a place to rest on.
"The bathroom is right over there." He pointed to the right side where an open door leaded to an other room.
Without waiting for his next words she stepped carefully over to the bath and tried not to make his floor too wet with her all soaked self.
She heard him calling: "I will bring you some new clothes soon. Just a minute!", she closed the door behind her and took again a look around. He was really some kind of a messy person... She shove some used towels away and made her way through the huge bathroom. With an impressed look she noticed the douche. Was she dreaming or was it as twice as large as every douche she ever saw before??
Aki turned around, watched herself in the mirror for a while, before she put her purse that she was still holding, down and began to take her dirty clothes off.
**
Kaoru wobbled walked to his bedroom, tried once again to ignore the mess on his bed and stepped to his wardrobe instead and opened it. A skeptical glance later he turned around to his bed and watched out for any fresh clothes, which he obviously hadn't. He scratched his head. Why did he offer her to come home with him and get some fresh clothes when he hadn't even some for his own?! There must be anything... anywhere... but where?!
He looked at his clock. It was 6:50PM. He should hurry up. Really. The bandmeeting was at 7:30PM. He was running out of time. He couldn't allow himself to be late. Couldn't allow himself to make an exception of his own rules.
While he searched through the drawers his thoughts spun about Aki. To have a woman in his apartment, in his bathroom after a bunch of months gave him excited shivers. He felt again like drifting away, but was quite awake when he thought about the mess he made in the bath the last weeks. All that stuff that laid there, all the used towels, all the empty shower-gel bottles, all the shit that laid all over the shelves, all those porn magazines laying around, all those unsorted accessories and... wait... porn?! He rammed his head against a drawer when he stood up like hit from a lighting. In the same second a fresh sweater fell down on him. Determined he grabbed the sweater, ignored the pain in his head from the hit and ran over to the bathroom.
Aki winced horribly when the bathroom door suddenly was flung up. She stared at him. Kaoru stared back. To be exact: He stared at her underwear in which she just stood there looking like a crashed deer - with the same dark, brown, round eyes.
For a second he gasped for breath, but decided to ignore the fact the she was half naked. Besides there was nothing he hadn't seen before... Still determined he walked over to where he had placed the fatal stuff, passed her, tried to keep his eyes off of her.
"Sorry... I thought I better put this away."
Aki found her voice again to say the stupidest thing ever. "It's okay. I already saw it."
Kaoru froze in the middle of his moving (grabbing the porn and run away...), turning around slowly and gazed at her. In vain she tried not to make her grin too visible. In this embarrassing situation Kaoru turned back, again ignoring what just happened. He stopped when he stood in front of her.
"The fresh clothes..." He put the sweater in to her hands and said: "There must be something more... I just can't find it... gimme a while."
She smiled and tried to hide it behind her hand. Though she felt embarrassed she didn't felt uncomfortable just in her underwear... and the weirdest feeling inside her seem to grow with every second.
Kaoru smirked. He felt dumb for grinning in the stupidest way ever, but she just looked so cute like she was smiling at him hiding her giggling. Hiding her pretty mouth. Her red lips. Everything in his head was spinning. Everything in it went black. Her smile made him lose his hard trained self-control.
He grabbed her hands, pulled them away from her face and pressed his mouth against her. For the blink of an eye she was just stunned. Surprised about the lips laying on hers. But before she could realize what really had happened and replying the kiss he already stopped it and tumbled a step backwards. Akis eyes were watching him. Her fingers stroke in unbelief over her lips.
He blushed, turned around, "I'm sorry." and wanted to leave.
Firmed she grabbed his wrist and pulled him back. He found himself again close to her.
It was so silent between them, when Kaoru softly laid his fingers on her lips, opened them lightly, kissed her once, twice... She grasped his shirt and pulled him even closer, reacting to the short lustful kisses. And when his tongue begged for entrance she opened her mouth to let him exploring her. Playful he sucked on her tongue, caressed it, while his hands leaded down, touched her bottom, stroke her legs and her waist. Her fingers grabbed deep in his hair when he pressed the lower part of his body harder against her.
Still kissing her he demanded more. His fingers slid above to the clasp of her bra. Impatiently he opened it, took it of. He just stopped the deep kisses for looking at her. Affectionately touching her cold, rain wet skin. He decided to place his lips somewhere else now. His hands covered her breasts, massaged them, before his mouth took over and his tongue caressed her nipples. His tongue swirled around them and licked intensively over the hard buds of her breasts.
Aki moaned, held his head with her hands, enjoyed being pleasured.
Her hands ran under his shirt and stroke his back, lay on his waist. With a groan he got back to her mouth, nibbled on her lips. With impatience she didn't know she would have it, she dragged at his shirt, searched for the bottoms. She wanted him to take his shirt off. She wanted him to be closer. Before she lost her mind.
Kaoru grinned when he recognized her desire. He felt it too. It was all in his head. Everything he would do. Every little thing he would pleasure her body with. He wanted it so bad that he nearly exploded when he simply thought about it.
The shirt disappeared from his body. Unnoticed it fell down to all the other clothes. His mouth merged again with hers. Tap, tap... he was pulling against her. With these small steps he continued devouring her. She rubbed her hand absolutely wanted over his crotch and felt it growing in his pants under her fingers. She sank down on her knees, kissed his stomach, surrounded his belly-bottom. The tips of her hand on his chest made him shiver him a little, before they leaded down again. Slowly the moves of her fingers drove him insane. Shivering she tried to opens his belt. Finally his leftover clothes found their way to the floor too. Aki touched his erection and softly stroke over the base of it. He would came undone right her hands, if he won't stop her now. Cause he knew that he pulled her up again. Kissed her neck. Dragged her backwards.
When she was realizing where he was leading her to she already stood in the shower. He smirked at her and helped her to get out her panties. She replied his smirk, stepped backwards till her back touched the cold tiles.
The way she just stood there, naked, smiling seducing at him aroused him even more. They reached the point they couldn't go back anymore. They both knew that.
Aki opened the faucet. Water was dripping down from above, rushed down her body, floated all her skin and left drops of water all over. She winked him to her, whispered something he couldn't understand, cause his ears were already deaf. He got in the shower. Immediately the water poured down on him, soaked his hair. Immediately she grabbed him. The touch was so incredible erotical... her wet, still cold skin, which was just slowly warmed up by the hot water, brushed against his warm, rough body. His fingers stroke away hair pasting in her face. His tongue licked her neck. Slowly his fingers went down from to breasts.
She saw him taking shower-gel, making it foam in his palms, before he turned to her and rubbed it over her skin, while he was turning her around. The cold of the tiles would have been now at her front, but she left space between herself and the wall for his warm hands. He was soaping her caressing, while the water from above was still running down them. Poured down on them heavily. She turned around again.
With light placed kisses on her breasts and on her shoulders, with biting her neck carefully he went on. She uttered a quiet moan when his hands leaded back to her waist and her legs. He nippled at her earlobe, showered her skin with rough kisses, got up and down with his hands, before she grabbed his wrists.
Kaoru looked at her, watched her eyes, before she pulled him nearer, let go his wrists and placed her mouth on his lips. Welcoming her caressing he pressed her against the wall, while she stroke his chest, his shoulders and kissed his Adam's apple. The touch of her soft lips moved up to his chin - she enjoyed the scratching of his stubbles.
He replied her kisses, slid his fingers from her stomach down to her legs and between her thighs. She moaned out in arousal, when he started massaging her gently, and slung her arms around him, opened her legs a bit more. The lust he felt to make her moan messed with his mind. He slipped his fingers carefully inside her, followed by her deep moaning, and watched her how she closed her eyes fluttery. He got in and out her, stroked lightly against her center with every move, were surround by her inner wetness, continued kissing her.
Then he hit the right spot. Aki thought she would die right here under his touching. She was already gasping. Everything between her legs pounded. Her heartbeat recalled in her whole body. Her knees were so close to give in.... But he saved her by pulled her hard against the tiles. A second passed where their looks just met each other. Something in her eyes must have been desperate, cause he suddenly stopped tormenting her that slowly, painfully way that made her wanna die with the indescribable lust he woke in her.
Kaoru licked lightly over her lips, while his hand was lifting one of her legs. He propped his palm against the wall. And he pushed into her. Hard, fast, possessive, promising.
Searching for something to held on to, cause she felt again her knees giving again, she recognized that there wasn't anything. But she needed a hold. She slung her arms around his shoulders and pulled him deeper inside her at the same time. Kaoru groaned, started moving inside her. Tightly holding her leg, he placed his thrusts exactly where they needed to be. Went faster, higher, deeper. He didn't even care about himself moaning constantly in her ear, which made her all tingly. Her back rubbed against the tiles - the water made it slippery. She wanted him even more closer, wanted him to go faster, wanted him to over float her. As if he heard her begging he dug deeper into her, not willing to stop. More harder now. More possessive.
Aki felt her orgasm come. She never wanted this to stop, but pressed herself even more close against him, grabbed her fingers deep into his hair, his skin and gasped under his irregular pushes.
The blood in her veins pounded heavily against his loins. Feeling her coming gave him new energy to take her to the other side. The almost brutal last thrust made her collapse.
She came hard. Intensively. More intensively than she ever thought she could come. But when she reached her peak, felt him all exploding inside her, she knew she could.
Kaoru covered her mouth with his own, when he came. His muscles became cramped. The world became black. The shudders of the peak rushed through his whole body. He slid his tongue inside her hot mouth again, while he was sinking down and pulling her with him.
Leaning against the wall and with Aki on his lap he just sat there for a while, gasped for breath. She was listening to his loud and heavy heart beat, resting her head on his shoulders and tried to make her breathing normal again. Kaoru looked up, blinked. The water of the faucet was still rushing down, pouring on them. Drops of water splash into his face. He reached for it powerless and turned it off. Then he leaned back and laid his arms around her waist, softly kissed her head, pressed her against him.
"Autumn...", he said hoarse after a while, still gasping. "Aki... Autumn.... in Autumn..."
"Yes", she breathed, closed her eyes and enjoyed his touching, his fingers stroke down her back and she played with his hair. She smiled lightly.
Kaoru caressed her cheek, bowed to her and gave her a soft, gently kiss. "Autumn... was always my favorite month...", he whispered.
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When they had rested for a while they stood up, stepped out the shower and Kaoru dried her and his own skin with a huge (by the way fresh) towel and then took her hand - he had lift her up, she wasn't that heavy, but he was just too finish off. So he just took her hand and led her to his bedroom. Quickly he pushed the stuff on his bed away and put the blankets back to let her slip under them. He grabbed his clock, turned the alarm off and climbed on the bed too, covered them both with blankets and lay down close to her.
As if she was afraid to lose him she snuggled on his chest and kissed his neck softly. He wrapped his arms around her and closed his eyes.
In the while where he had tried to catch his breath again in the shower he had decided to something. He had decided to break the rules. His rules. There was something more important now...
Yes, he would break the rules. And the last thing he cared about was the consequence of this all.
The hall was filled with twilight.
Just the soft light of the full moon.
It was near to midnight on this Autumn day.
There was a huge silence all over the apartment.
Just the quietly noises of the rain tapping against the windows.
The jacket on the floor.
Careless left behind...
And in the pocket of the jacket...
...on a piece of paper scribbled note...
Bandmeeting at 7:30PM...
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