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This is... REALLY cliche of me to post here. I mean LiveJournal in general, not my particular journal.
I'm feeling really down 'cause I decided to actually start thinking about how much my life is messed up and how unhappy I am and all that stuff because I've been avoiding it for years. That wouldn't be so much of a problem if I didn't feel completely ignored, which only furthers two of my issues (abandonment issues and this fear that no one actually likes me). I've been crying off an on all afternoon and into this evening. I don't want to go to my mom or any friends 'cause I feel like I'm just annoying them with all my problems. My mom wouldn't get it anyways...
Also, my chest is at least a whole cup size bigger than it was in July. Am I getting fatter or wtf is going on??
;A;
I'm feeling really down 'cause I decided to actually start thinking about how much my life is messed up and how unhappy I am and all that stuff because I've been avoiding it for years. That wouldn't be so much of a problem if I didn't feel completely ignored, which only furthers two of my issues (abandonment issues and this fear that no one actually likes me). I've been crying off an on all afternoon and into this evening. I don't want to go to my mom or any friends 'cause I feel like I'm just annoying them with all my problems. My mom wouldn't get it anyways...
Also, my chest is at least a whole cup size bigger than it was in July. Am I getting fatter or wtf is going on??
;A;