Looking Forward to Winter Break, Field Trip Tomorrow, My Love, and Chemistry
So I basically did nothing all day at school. I didn't pay attention in the few classes we actually did something in either. Mmm...lack of motivation. I'm so ready for the winter break. After winter break, I'm going to have to force myself to continue going to school. What a pain. I wish I was in easier classes sometimes, so I could afford to goof off and not pay attention. Being the 'Golden Child' is a pain in the ass sometimes.
I'm going on a field trip to Northwestern tomorrow. We get to tour the campus, have lunch there, then goof off until the Natchidoches lightshow starts. It's going to be pretty lame, seeing as how I have to hang out with BOTH of my exgirlfriends. Even though Samantha is also one of my closest friends, lately she's been siding (pitying) Megan, so she's been ignoring me. I know it's hard for Megan, so I'm going to man it up. I talked to her today a lot, but she didn't try to make conversation much. She just said "Yeah.", "Mhm", and "Awesome." That pretty much sums up our entire conversation. :/ I'm trying to make her feel better and more comfortable, but I can only do so much.
But other than that, I'm going to try to have fun on the field trip. Cameron has his MRI tomorrow. I hope he's perfectly healthy. I worry about him a lot. I hate to see him sad or upset, even if he is faking it sometimes. I love him so much. I want to be there for him no matter what.
I went over to Cameron's after school so I could help him understand the Chemistry work we've been doing lately, since he's missed a lot of school because he got ISS (then sent home) on Monday and he's had doctor's appointments. I think I did an ok job at teaching it. :/ I'm bad at Chemistry myself, but I taught him what I understood. So I hope I helped some. We tried to watch Pineapple Express together, but it's so hard to pay attention to anything else but him when he's around.
I suppose this is going to be a short journal, since I got home late and I still need to exercise and bathe. :/ Bah. I need to get Cameron a Christmas present. That bastard never says he wants anything, so it's so hard to find something. D:
Adios.
I'm going on a field trip to Northwestern tomorrow. We get to tour the campus, have lunch there, then goof off until the Natchidoches lightshow starts. It's going to be pretty lame, seeing as how I have to hang out with BOTH of my exgirlfriends. Even though Samantha is also one of my closest friends, lately she's been siding (pitying) Megan, so she's been ignoring me. I know it's hard for Megan, so I'm going to man it up. I talked to her today a lot, but she didn't try to make conversation much. She just said "Yeah.", "Mhm", and "Awesome." That pretty much sums up our entire conversation. :/ I'm trying to make her feel better and more comfortable, but I can only do so much.
But other than that, I'm going to try to have fun on the field trip. Cameron has his MRI tomorrow. I hope he's perfectly healthy. I worry about him a lot. I hate to see him sad or upset, even if he is faking it sometimes. I love him so much. I want to be there for him no matter what.
I went over to Cameron's after school so I could help him understand the Chemistry work we've been doing lately, since he's missed a lot of school because he got ISS (then sent home) on Monday and he's had doctor's appointments. I think I did an ok job at teaching it. :/ I'm bad at Chemistry myself, but I taught him what I understood. So I hope I helped some. We tried to watch Pineapple Express together, but it's so hard to pay attention to anything else but him when he's around.
I suppose this is going to be a short journal, since I got home late and I still need to exercise and bathe. :/ Bah. I need to get Cameron a Christmas present. That bastard never says he wants anything, so it's so hard to find something. D:
Adios.