Disagreement, Christmas Concert, and Taking Things More Slowly
Today was relatively ok. Cameron got sent home for who knows what. Teachers just dislike him. They truly do. It's not him being bad that gets him in trouble most of the time, it's his reputation. He was so bad as a Freshman and Sophomore that now that he's a Junior, he's got a bad reputation and all the teachers know who he is. XD Poor Cameron. He had ISS, but then got sent home from ISS (In School Suspension). XD
I was arguing with one of my closest friends, Samantha, today. She thinks I'm moving too fast with Cameron and still hasn't gotten use to the change in me. I told her that she didn't have any say in what he and I did together. If we move too fast and everything fucks up, then it's my problem, not her's. She cannot control my actions based on HER beliefs. It's ridiculous to think she could. I take her opinion with respect and consideration, but I will not base my life and choices around it. I am not her.
I'm pretty sure the only thing I have for homework is some problems for Algebra II that I don't feel like doing. She never checks anyway. I'm far too lazy. I think I'm just going to chill out on the computer until 6 or so. I really want to the band/choir Christmas concert tonight, but my parents are making me sweep and mop the floors. It won't take that long seeing as how I live in a tiny 3 bedroom, 1 bathroom apartment. Wait. Nevermind. My stepdad just told me I could wait and do it tomorrow. Heck yes. Procrastination~. Megan and I are going together. Hopefully things won't be awkward and we'll have normal conversations.
Cameron and I have agreed to move slower. I realized today that I don't know him as well as I would like to. I want to know so much about him and not have our relationship revolve around lust. Just talking now. :]
So I'm starving and I'm going to convince my mother to make dinner early. :]
I was arguing with one of my closest friends, Samantha, today. She thinks I'm moving too fast with Cameron and still hasn't gotten use to the change in me. I told her that she didn't have any say in what he and I did together. If we move too fast and everything fucks up, then it's my problem, not her's. She cannot control my actions based on HER beliefs. It's ridiculous to think she could. I take her opinion with respect and consideration, but I will not base my life and choices around it. I am not her.
I'm pretty sure the only thing I have for homework is some problems for Algebra II that I don't feel like doing. She never checks anyway. I'm far too lazy. I think I'm just going to chill out on the computer until 6 or so. I really want to the band/choir Christmas concert tonight, but my parents are making me sweep and mop the floors. It won't take that long seeing as how I live in a tiny 3 bedroom, 1 bathroom apartment. Wait. Nevermind. My stepdad just told me I could wait and do it tomorrow. Heck yes. Procrastination~. Megan and I are going together. Hopefully things won't be awkward and we'll have normal conversations.
Cameron and I have agreed to move slower. I realized today that I don't know him as well as I would like to. I want to know so much about him and not have our relationship revolve around lust. Just talking now. :]
So I'm starving and I'm going to convince my mother to make dinner early. :]