Jan 15, 2007 00:02
Life's been good, I guess. Maybe I'm just saying that because it's easier and offers no explanation. Yeah, that's probably it.
I've been more cautious with my weight. I've been doing step aerobics and sit-ups. I went to K-mart and bought weights today, and I plan on using them. I want/need to lose more weight and hope to by Prom and certainly before College. I want to be really thin for college. I look better in dresses that I wore a few months ago.
I am officially President of Dance Company as of last Wednesday. Joni is also a Co-President. I do everything anyway, but I wanted the recognition. My dance is over a minute long already, and I think this has been our most productive year. I wonder why.
I'm done with college. The last of my applications were sent out last week. It's nice to be done. Senioritis has gotten the best of me and my grades are plummeting. In all honesty I don't care, and I don't think I'll do anything about it.
I'm sort of done with things. I get outraged by things, but then I have to think just six more months. I'm tired of the way certain things have turned out. Maybe it's my own fault for making myself like this, and coming off the way I do. I don't know. I'm not going to go into it, and I don't know if I can.
I don't know if I'm ready to leave or not.