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I just don't know. . . . . . . . . . .
I am really sad. There are many times when I have been talking about school, but..
All I can say, I feel really discouraged. Everyday, I am thinking, about school, or how I am doing in school. When I look at myself, I feel terrible. The reason is because, I really like this IB Program; I'm the book worm type. Anyways, getting good grades really means alot to me, and lately, nothing is coming to my expectations. I feel like I cannot do anything. At the moment, I feel like a loser. Not that a loser is a bad thing, but as in I can't do anything and I am hopeless. When I look around me, everyone seems happy, and I see alot of people having really good grades, and me, I feel really below average. I just don't know. I feel really sad, and I feel like nothing. I think I am failing myself.
sighs...
Also, we had a science chapter test today, and I feel I did terrible. When I got my report card, I knew what mark I would get according to what I went through in those months. I know I am capable of doing great. Ever since then, I have been trying to improve, and it has been showing in my marks now. I really want to improve in science, but the test today, I studied so hard, and I feel all that hard work didn't pay off. As it is, I feel really sad, and I think I am falling in the pit.
Oh well. Maybe I don't deserve good things, right?
I just want to be successful. I feel dumb. I'm really sad. Bye. Bye.
I just don't know. . . . . . . . . . .
I am really sad. There are many times when I have been talking about school, but..
All I can say, I feel really discouraged. Everyday, I am thinking, about school, or how I am doing in school. When I look at myself, I feel terrible. The reason is because, I really like this IB Program; I'm the book worm type. Anyways, getting good grades really means alot to me, and lately, nothing is coming to my expectations. I feel like I cannot do anything. At the moment, I feel like a loser. Not that a loser is a bad thing, but as in I can't do anything and I am hopeless. When I look around me, everyone seems happy, and I see alot of people having really good grades, and me, I feel really below average. I just don't know. I feel really sad, and I feel like nothing. I think I am failing myself.
sighs...
Also, we had a science chapter test today, and I feel I did terrible. When I got my report card, I knew what mark I would get according to what I went through in those months. I know I am capable of doing great. Ever since then, I have been trying to improve, and it has been showing in my marks now. I really want to improve in science, but the test today, I studied so hard, and I feel all that hard work didn't pay off. As it is, I feel really sad, and I think I am falling in the pit.
Oh well. Maybe I don't deserve good things, right?
I just want to be successful. I feel dumb. I'm really sad. Bye. Bye.