your palms are sweaty, and im barely listening.
i dont know whats going on with me.
these things that take hold and grab me by the throat and then procceed to mental collapses have not been the greatest things in the world.
ive been laying on my floor alot.
i seem to find some sort of comfort in lying on the floor. it seems to have a relaxing effect on me. it makes me feel so natural. like every move i make while im lying down is meant to be in a way.
im sorry, ive been sounding like im 6 years old in my latest entries. but thats all i have now. childish expressions and reluctent crying feasts i can't seem to control. but it all happens to everyone.
we all go through this ...this middle-passage where no one knows where to stop. and when to go. and when you just can't even detect when you've rambled too much.
these things that take hold and grab me by the throat and then procceed to mental collapses have not been the greatest things in the world.
ive been laying on my floor alot.
i seem to find some sort of comfort in lying on the floor. it seems to have a relaxing effect on me. it makes me feel so natural. like every move i make while im lying down is meant to be in a way.
im sorry, ive been sounding like im 6 years old in my latest entries. but thats all i have now. childish expressions and reluctent crying feasts i can't seem to control. but it all happens to everyone.
we all go through this ...this middle-passage where no one knows where to stop. and when to go. and when you just can't even detect when you've rambled too much.