cann yoouu feeell iitt
ha.
this is seriously a joke.
isn't it strange?
the way things--as much as you build them up--never turn out as great as you suggested them to be ..or rather--assumed they would be.
it's weird and it makes me nauseous.
like the feeling you get when no one's looking you just want to throw up.
or when you feel really pretty but no one else even mentions it.
or when you feel really ugly, and suddenly your the prettiest girl in the world.
its so fucked up.
expectations, or lack there of.
i can't cry; it seems too weird.
and i can't just sit here and count the seconds.
but im just kind of waiting for things to boil down.
i am a mess.
this is seriously a joke.
isn't it strange?
the way things--as much as you build them up--never turn out as great as you suggested them to be ..or rather--assumed they would be.
it's weird and it makes me nauseous.
like the feeling you get when no one's looking you just want to throw up.
or when you feel really pretty but no one else even mentions it.
or when you feel really ugly, and suddenly your the prettiest girl in the world.
its so fucked up.
expectations, or lack there of.
i can't cry; it seems too weird.
and i can't just sit here and count the seconds.
but im just kind of waiting for things to boil down.
i am a mess.