Rawr
So i only seem to post here when i am mad, or angry and i appologize for that but this is just about the only place i have where i can vent about almost anything.
Lets list the ups first, that way you know that i know my life isnt terrible and that i am just aggitated with the way it is right this second. Jaki fixed my computer, which is an incredibly blessing, And i am so grateful for it, it runs smoothly and fantastically and he even got me an external hard drive to stick all my shit on, so i am stoked out and bottom line i am his artistic slave for the next 5 to 7 years of my life, which is fine. I will do it, the guy has done so much for me that i dont think i could ever afford paying him back in cash.
Next on the list, my zune broke, but i got a new one with 4 times the space. Which was bitchen.
Jaki also got holi and i several art supplies. THANK YOU
Holi is back, which is a big plus since i think she might be one of the only people who has a good head on her shoulders anymore, god knows i dont.
Okay now onto the baddy bad's.
My car is broken. Again after i just fixed it, they think this time its teh alternater which is fucking expensive so i was driving the old 87 ford taurus that we also own, and it broke down on me about 1 mile or a mile and half from home, So we pulled it off the road and walked. And then a day later it got towed and put into storage even though it was off the road with its hazards on. So now we cant afford to get that car back so they are going to just dispose of it for us. Unfortunately the key to my other broken car is lost and we havent been able to find it so it might be in the 87. fuck.
Due to this, and due to things before hand we moved a couple extras into our home, Vada and Karissa, who originally were quite helpful except for they didnt help pay any bills. And still dont. And they are fucking messy, and fucking supid, and fucking ignorant to their own mess and bitch and me and holi for not cleaning up our own messes, when we fucking do. when they left for four days the house was spotless the whole time they were gone and its because those fat bitches are fucking pigs. They eat more food than they put into our cabnets, leaving them a barren fucking wasteland by the time the food is gone. We spend upwards of 400 dollars a month on food alone. When it was just holi wes chad an i, it was less than 200. Now so you know, when i say fat i dont mean it as a term for their weight, because honestly i dont have problems with anyones physical appearance. But when you eat more sugar in three days than i do in 3 months and tell me. ME that i am going to die of diabeties, joke or not, get the fuck out. When i say fat its basically a term for a bitch, which means i am being redundant, i am calling them fat bitches would translate, to bitch bitches in my language. And I am sorry but spending all of your 200 bucks of food stamp money at trader joes, barely buys you anything compared to winco, or foodmax, because its "organic." And eating "Organic" doesnt translate into " dieting" like they seem to think it does. And then when wes goes and gets food for the house, most of which i purposely told him to get for himself, they tend to eat it first since its quick and its easy and then their healthfood and vegies they buy rot before they use them. What a fucking waste of money. They have been staying here 2 and a half months and they havent paid me but 20 bucks for rent, when our electric bill has doubled, they usually have control of MY tv, they use all of MY art supplies and dont replace them, THEY MAKE GIANT MESSES AND BLAME THEM ON EVERYONE BUT THEMSELVES.
Want to know the best part? They ignore holi now, no doubt because they just consider her to be a bitch and that anything she says doesnt matter. When holi said she gets tired and thats why she doesnt pick up things sometimes vada gives her a blank glare and says " Im tired too, and i still do it." That might be relevant if vada had a fucking job and knew what it was like to work a fucking 8 hour day lifting boxes and cleaning up other peoples fucking messes and haveing to walk to and from work because the only person with a car(which is vada) says she doesnt have enough gas and just takes her dog to the park instead. FUCK YOU. Thats right, holi asked nicely for a ride home from work from vada, because i didnt want to wake up, and vada told her no. Chad and holi are basically supporting everyone in this house right now and those two have no fucking respect for that fact. Better still, holi found their vibrater on our couch. THEIR VIBRATER. That is disgusting, i know its where they sleep and all but frankly i dont care, if holi and i can hide our shit from plan sight in our rooms they can sure as fuck hide theirs in their clothes or something. I know there isnt much room in this house, face it its a two bedroom apartment, it gets fucking stressful. When holi brought the vibrator to their attention they may as well have blatently ignored her. They sat down and vada started coloring. They didnt move it, they didnt appologize, they just sat there, and acted like nothing had fucking happened. I am sorry but that is fucking disgusting. The leave shit on all the time, the oven, the stove top, the coffee pot, and they will just leave it and act like its nothing. Today we came home to an empty house, having been gone for about 2 hours and the stove was on. If this house had burnt to the ground i swear to god i would have thrown them into the flames, i dont care, i Am livid.
We need help on bills which they help create and they give us none. Vada says no one in this house matters to her but Karissa because no one puts gas in her fucking car. Well i dont care about either of them since they dont want to help pay the 600 dollar rent, or the 130 dollar electric bill ( that used to be 70 before they came), the internet bill. All things they use every fucking day and they cant must up 50 bucks, 70 bucks, to help pay the bills. When Karissa has been telling me how much more her check was than she thought it would be. Another thing that kills me is that they have a german sheppard mix puppy, and he is already bit, and he makes this house a mess, Its a two bedroom apartment, he doesnt belong here, and neither do they.
Vada quite shortly after moving in, right after i lost my job. So i am jobless too now, and they dont understand why im stressed out and pissed off. They are telling me i am meaner since holi came back. Maybe i am, frankly i dont give a shit.
The biggest problem i have is that because they dont listen to holi is that i have to be the one to bitch at them about anything, because aparently holi doesnt matter to them. Holi's only just the person supporting them atm.
They also tried telling me that wes's anxiety is a lie. Yeah you can say that unless you have a conscience, I have seen him shaking so bad he couldnt hold a pen and was damned near vomiting everywhere. I have seen him get so sick from it that he can barely speak and doenst even want me around. The next time someone tries to pull that i just might hit them as hard as i can in the face.
Bottom line is, I am jobless and looking for work.
I live with two angry bitches who never shut up and watch stupid shit all day. And make huge messes.
And i am only keeping them here because they have a car so i can go job hunting with them.
Fuck everything. Im going to bed.
Lets list the ups first, that way you know that i know my life isnt terrible and that i am just aggitated with the way it is right this second. Jaki fixed my computer, which is an incredibly blessing, And i am so grateful for it, it runs smoothly and fantastically and he even got me an external hard drive to stick all my shit on, so i am stoked out and bottom line i am his artistic slave for the next 5 to 7 years of my life, which is fine. I will do it, the guy has done so much for me that i dont think i could ever afford paying him back in cash.
Next on the list, my zune broke, but i got a new one with 4 times the space. Which was bitchen.
Jaki also got holi and i several art supplies. THANK YOU
Holi is back, which is a big plus since i think she might be one of the only people who has a good head on her shoulders anymore, god knows i dont.
Okay now onto the baddy bad's.
My car is broken. Again after i just fixed it, they think this time its teh alternater which is fucking expensive so i was driving the old 87 ford taurus that we also own, and it broke down on me about 1 mile or a mile and half from home, So we pulled it off the road and walked. And then a day later it got towed and put into storage even though it was off the road with its hazards on. So now we cant afford to get that car back so they are going to just dispose of it for us. Unfortunately the key to my other broken car is lost and we havent been able to find it so it might be in the 87. fuck.
Due to this, and due to things before hand we moved a couple extras into our home, Vada and Karissa, who originally were quite helpful except for they didnt help pay any bills. And still dont. And they are fucking messy, and fucking supid, and fucking ignorant to their own mess and bitch and me and holi for not cleaning up our own messes, when we fucking do. when they left for four days the house was spotless the whole time they were gone and its because those fat bitches are fucking pigs. They eat more food than they put into our cabnets, leaving them a barren fucking wasteland by the time the food is gone. We spend upwards of 400 dollars a month on food alone. When it was just holi wes chad an i, it was less than 200. Now so you know, when i say fat i dont mean it as a term for their weight, because honestly i dont have problems with anyones physical appearance. But when you eat more sugar in three days than i do in 3 months and tell me. ME that i am going to die of diabeties, joke or not, get the fuck out. When i say fat its basically a term for a bitch, which means i am being redundant, i am calling them fat bitches would translate, to bitch bitches in my language. And I am sorry but spending all of your 200 bucks of food stamp money at trader joes, barely buys you anything compared to winco, or foodmax, because its "organic." And eating "Organic" doesnt translate into " dieting" like they seem to think it does. And then when wes goes and gets food for the house, most of which i purposely told him to get for himself, they tend to eat it first since its quick and its easy and then their healthfood and vegies they buy rot before they use them. What a fucking waste of money. They have been staying here 2 and a half months and they havent paid me but 20 bucks for rent, when our electric bill has doubled, they usually have control of MY tv, they use all of MY art supplies and dont replace them, THEY MAKE GIANT MESSES AND BLAME THEM ON EVERYONE BUT THEMSELVES.
Want to know the best part? They ignore holi now, no doubt because they just consider her to be a bitch and that anything she says doesnt matter. When holi said she gets tired and thats why she doesnt pick up things sometimes vada gives her a blank glare and says " Im tired too, and i still do it." That might be relevant if vada had a fucking job and knew what it was like to work a fucking 8 hour day lifting boxes and cleaning up other peoples fucking messes and haveing to walk to and from work because the only person with a car(which is vada) says she doesnt have enough gas and just takes her dog to the park instead. FUCK YOU. Thats right, holi asked nicely for a ride home from work from vada, because i didnt want to wake up, and vada told her no. Chad and holi are basically supporting everyone in this house right now and those two have no fucking respect for that fact. Better still, holi found their vibrater on our couch. THEIR VIBRATER. That is disgusting, i know its where they sleep and all but frankly i dont care, if holi and i can hide our shit from plan sight in our rooms they can sure as fuck hide theirs in their clothes or something. I know there isnt much room in this house, face it its a two bedroom apartment, it gets fucking stressful. When holi brought the vibrator to their attention they may as well have blatently ignored her. They sat down and vada started coloring. They didnt move it, they didnt appologize, they just sat there, and acted like nothing had fucking happened. I am sorry but that is fucking disgusting. The leave shit on all the time, the oven, the stove top, the coffee pot, and they will just leave it and act like its nothing. Today we came home to an empty house, having been gone for about 2 hours and the stove was on. If this house had burnt to the ground i swear to god i would have thrown them into the flames, i dont care, i Am livid.
We need help on bills which they help create and they give us none. Vada says no one in this house matters to her but Karissa because no one puts gas in her fucking car. Well i dont care about either of them since they dont want to help pay the 600 dollar rent, or the 130 dollar electric bill ( that used to be 70 before they came), the internet bill. All things they use every fucking day and they cant must up 50 bucks, 70 bucks, to help pay the bills. When Karissa has been telling me how much more her check was than she thought it would be. Another thing that kills me is that they have a german sheppard mix puppy, and he is already bit, and he makes this house a mess, Its a two bedroom apartment, he doesnt belong here, and neither do they.
Vada quite shortly after moving in, right after i lost my job. So i am jobless too now, and they dont understand why im stressed out and pissed off. They are telling me i am meaner since holi came back. Maybe i am, frankly i dont give a shit.
The biggest problem i have is that because they dont listen to holi is that i have to be the one to bitch at them about anything, because aparently holi doesnt matter to them. Holi's only just the person supporting them atm.
They also tried telling me that wes's anxiety is a lie. Yeah you can say that unless you have a conscience, I have seen him shaking so bad he couldnt hold a pen and was damned near vomiting everywhere. I have seen him get so sick from it that he can barely speak and doenst even want me around. The next time someone tries to pull that i just might hit them as hard as i can in the face.
Bottom line is, I am jobless and looking for work.
I live with two angry bitches who never shut up and watch stupid shit all day. And make huge messes.
And i am only keeping them here because they have a car so i can go job hunting with them.
Fuck everything. Im going to bed.