The Aki train keep moving along.
I wonder how many people on my list still logged into LJ occasionally even if they don't use it anymore?
I checked my old posts and about 10 years ago, so many negative issues were happening in my life, and it was the beginning of my negative state of mind that lasted about 6-7 years.
Thankfully I'm much better now, and my life and work life are so much different too. I actually finished my education(never imagine this would happen 10 years ago) that I kept putting off before due to lack of time to study. Got a foot into the industry that I have always wanted to work in and have been gaining experience. I feel more confident and much more hopeful because of my education and my experience. I used to have nightmare and insomnia due to work at the beginning. Fake it till I make it + my own effort. Nothing is free.
We are all getting older so hopefully things are more stable. At least I am mentally more at peace with myself than when I was younger. As I age, I become more self-ware, and understand more of who I am as a person, why I act the way I am, and I learn to accept myself more. I wish everyone else who I have talked to in the past have bright days ahead of them.
I checked my old posts and about 10 years ago, so many negative issues were happening in my life, and it was the beginning of my negative state of mind that lasted about 6-7 years.
Thankfully I'm much better now, and my life and work life are so much different too. I actually finished my education(never imagine this would happen 10 years ago) that I kept putting off before due to lack of time to study. Got a foot into the industry that I have always wanted to work in and have been gaining experience. I feel more confident and much more hopeful because of my education and my experience. I used to have nightmare and insomnia due to work at the beginning. Fake it till I make it + my own effort. Nothing is free.
We are all getting older so hopefully things are more stable. At least I am mentally more at peace with myself than when I was younger. As I age, I become more self-ware, and understand more of who I am as a person, why I act the way I am, and I learn to accept myself more. I wish everyone else who I have talked to in the past have bright days ahead of them.