Mar 04, 2016 00:45
I just realized yesterday how many communities I'm actually a member of or watching them. I check and left some comm each day to decrease the list.
I don't know why I even bother checking, and not just automatically quit 99% of them on the manage friends page. Even if a tiny % is still active, some of them I haven't used since 2011.
I suppose it's my habit of holding onto things and objects, or thinking maybe someday in the future I'll need to search the comms for a certain writer, or manga or doujinshi. I haven't even been reading manga for more than 3 years now, except for the odd one here and there from my fav mangakas.
I just quit or in the process of quiting following a KPop group, so now I spend too much time on ONTD. I'm this person who spends all free time on a hobby to distract myself from thinking and stressing over financial matter. I need to find a new hobby to obsess over, but I don't want to go back to reading manga. Games make my eyes tired. Movies and shows piss me off since I'm too picky with characterization and plot.
I have fics which I need to finish before I don't want to spend anymore effort writing them for that group. I hate leaving things unfinished. But my unsettled mind can't and don't want to focus on writing at the moment.
Lesson learned: don't work with your family.
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