Time will tell
By reading my old journals, I thought I was young....
My current status is that I am working at UBE as an accounting assitant.
I started working there from April 2006 as an instern.
While I was still a student, I used to be in hurry and worry about my future.
I don't have a job experience and I am older compared to my other friends.
After I graduated, there thoughts don't bother me as much as before.
In my old journal I wrote about rude Berkeley students. I eventually learned how to
deal with these people and try not to care about them. meanwhile I met nice people, too.
They are my friends; Naing, Tash, Reiko, Jackie and so on...
Last year, I broke up with dave. Reason is I realized that I depend on him too much.
We have been together since I met him soon after I came to US. He helped me a lot and of course
appreciated it but I strongly wanted to stand on my own feet without him. We argued and argued.
It didn't take so much time till he understood it and I left our apt last spring.
I started dating with a new boyfriend. He is a phillipino. He is also berkely student and the same major.
We dated about a year. but unfortunately didn't work out well.
The more time I spend with him, the more I was aware that this relationship is not gonna last long.
He cares about me a lot but I couldn't feel the same way.. I tried though.
So I broke up with him.. Now I do not feel sad or anything negative. I just feel relieved because
I don't have to hurt anyone.
The good thing is that dave and I live neiborhood, we hung out once in a while. We watch TV and DVDs and go play
pool. I don't know what he thinks about me, but I am honestly confortable being around him.
I don't know what is going to happen between us. Maybe I shouldn't think about it now.
Time will tell.