(310) What am I doing?
I feel like I am asking myself this question more and more often lately. I'm hitting an impasse where every day is the same (because it is) and the effect of this is I'm feeling blah.
I think I'm good at short-term goals. I'm only good at long-term goals where there are definite short-term marks to hit.
I'm also better when there are people I have to account to (meaning not just myself).
Meaning: I'm sucking at what I'm doing right now. Which is studying for a really big exam. Which I've supposedly been doing for the past 2 months.
Because - there's only me to work for. There's no schedules, no due dates other than the big day, nothing to really make me push forward.
I'm also pretty sure I will pass, so there's no fear to kick my ass in gear as well.
So what do I do? What am I doing?
I think I'm good at short-term goals. I'm only good at long-term goals where there are definite short-term marks to hit.
I'm also better when there are people I have to account to (meaning not just myself).
Meaning: I'm sucking at what I'm doing right now. Which is studying for a really big exam. Which I've supposedly been doing for the past 2 months.
Because - there's only me to work for. There's no schedules, no due dates other than the big day, nothing to really make me push forward.
I'm also pretty sure I will pass, so there's no fear to kick my ass in gear as well.
So what do I do? What am I doing?