One year and it seems nothing's changed!
* (9:20:38 PM): musta?
juslapus (9:21:24 PM): ok lng
juslapus (9:21:30 PM): sagwa ng accounting
* (9:21:35 PM): ngek
* (9:21:37 PM): kaya yan no
* (9:21:41 PM): tinext kita kahapon ah
* (9:21:46 PM): bat di ka nagreply?
juslapus (9:22:01 PM): wala sa akin fone ko O_o
* (9:22:28 PM): nasan?
juslapus (9:22:37 PM): kina jeko
* (9:22:46 PM): seryoso?
* (9:22:50 PM): bat nasa kanila?
juslapus (9:23:15 PM): umalis lang ako sandali
juslapus (9:23:17 PM): gutom ako eh
* (9:23:55 PM): di mo nabasa text ko???
juslapus (9:24:04 PM): anong text?
* (9:24:13 PM): wala
* (9:24:16 PM): kayo pa ba?
juslapus (9:24:20 PM): ahh
juslapus (9:24:21 PM): yep
* (9:24:28 PM): seryoso?
* (9:24:33 PM): di pa ba kayo maghihiwalay?
juslapus (9:24:53 PM): di :P
* (9:25:04 PM): mahal mo talaga?
* (9:25:08 PM): as in talaga?
* (9:25:13 PM): nakakainis ka naman
* (9:25:18 PM): hiwalayan mo na yan
* (9:26:09 PM): galit ka na niyan?
juslapus (9:26:35 PM): huh?
* (9:26:41 PM): wala
juslapus (9:26:41 PM): ewan ko sayo :P
* (9:26:47 PM): makipagbreak ka na
* (9:26:50 PM): madami pa diyan
juslapus (9:27:40 PM): tulad mo? =))
* (9:27:48 PM): oo, tulad ko
* (9:27:51 PM): badtrip ka kasi
* (9:27:55 PM): bigla kang nag-gf
juslapus (9:28:46 PM): ewan ko rin sayo :))
* (9:28:55 PM): napakasama mo
* (9:28:59 PM): magbbreak din kayo
* (9:29:00 PM): hahaha
* (9:29:08 PM): nasa kin pa rin ang huling halakhak
* (9:29:09 PM): :))
juslapus (9:29:37 PM): :P
juslapus (9:29:43 PM): sabi mo eh
juslapus (9:29:46 PM): :))
* (9:29:54 PM): ang mean mo sa kin ngayon
juslapus (9:30:11 PM): di naman ah
* (9:30:28 PM): anong hindi?
* (9:30:34 PM): wala ka e
juslapus (9:30:35 PM): bait bait ko eh
* (9:30:40 PM): pinagpalit mo ko sa gf mo
juslapus (9:31:23 PM): hehe... marami ka naman ibang crush eh
juslapus (9:31:25 PM): :P
* (9:31:33 PM): ngek
* (9:31:40 PM): e gusto ko na ulit si lapus
* (9:31:42 PM): :P
juslapus (9:32:29 PM): seasonal lang ba? :))
* (9:32:35 PM): gagu
* (9:32:41 PM): sorry for that mura
* (9:32:42 PM): :))
* (9:32:44 PM): di kaya
* (9:32:58 PM): leche yan
* (9:33:05 PM): bat ba naunahan pa ko sa yo?
juslapus (9:33:48 PM): ano??
juslapus (9:33:50 PM): :))
* (9:34:01 PM): i'm not joking
* (9:34:06 PM): nakakaasar ka naman e
juslapus (9:34:23 PM): bkit ba? :P
* (9:34:33 PM): e bat ba ganiyan ka?
juslapus (9:34:55 PM): anong ganito ako?
juslapus (9:34:59 PM): tagal na ko ganito
* (9:35:07 PM): wushu
* (9:35:15 PM): hindi ka kaya ganiyan
* (9:35:21 PM): nalason na utak mo
* (9:35:24 PM): ng leche mong gf
juslapus (9:35:27 PM): =))
juslapus (9:35:31 PM): sure :P
* (9:36:00 PM): sige pagtwanan mo pa ko
* (9:36:03 PM): sige lang
juslapus (9:36:07 PM): :P
* (9:36:15 PM): i hate you
* (9:36:22 PM): nakakaasar ka na ah
* (9:36:25 PM): makipagbreak ka na
juslapus (9:36:42 PM): tapos? :P
* (9:36:59 PM): tapos masaya na ulit ako
* (9:37:09 PM): napilitan ka lang naman sa kaniya di ba?
juslapus (9:37:33 PM): paano naman nangyari yun? :P
* (9:38:00 PM): nakakainis ka!!!!
* (9:38:05 PM): makipagbreak ka na
* (9:38:46 PM): makipagbreak ka na
* (9:38:47 PM): makipagbreak ka na
* (9:38:47 PM): makipagbreak ka na
juslapus (9:38:58 PM): magsulat ka nlng ng paper :))
* (9:39:08 PM): di ako makasulat
* (9:39:10 PM): leche ka e
* (9:39:14 PM): makipagbreak ka na
* (9:39:16 PM): sige na
juslapus (9:40:57 PM): :))
juslapus (9:41:08 PM): magdasal ka nlng
* (9:41:20 PM): talaga
* (9:41:26 PM): pagdadasal kong magbreak kayo
* (9:41:29 PM): walang kwenta
* (9:41:34 PM): sige lang, tiisin mo ko
* (9:41:35 PM): sige lang
juslapus (9:41:58 PM): ???
* (9:42:13 PM): sige lang
* (9:42:17 PM): pagpatuloy mo yan
* (9:42:19 PM): mean ka na
juslapus (9:42:58 PM): eh di hihinto :P
* (9:43:14 PM): i super super hate you
* (9:43:16 PM): fine!
* (9:43:21 PM): nanalo ka na
juslapus (9:46:03 PM): :D
* (9:46:13 PM): grabe ka
* (9:46:18 PM): kaya mo nga akong tiisin
* (9:48:10 PM): masaya ka ba sa kaniya?
* (9:53:16 PM): masaya ka ba?
juslapus (9:54:46 PM): akala ko ba nanalo na ko :P
* (9:54:54 PM): oo nga
* (9:55:02 PM): pero masaya ka ba talaga sa kaniya?
juslapus (9:55:14 PM): xmpre :))
* (9:55:25 PM): as in mas gusto mo talaga siya?
juslapus (9:56:02 PM): kesa?
* (9:56:11 PM): sa kin
juslapus (9:56:36 PM): hehe.. yoko nga sagutin
* (9:56:44 PM): sige na
juslapus (9:56:48 PM): yaw :P
* (9:56:52 PM): sagutin mo na
juslapus (9:56:57 PM): kahit gaano kakulit ka pa.. di ko sasabihin
* (9:57:06 PM): last na to
* (9:57:13 PM): please?
juslapus (9:57:23 PM): nope
juslapus (9:57:32 PM): di ko sasagutin
juslapus (9:57:33 PM): :))
* (9:57:37 PM): bat ba ayaw mong sabihin?
juslapus (9:57:45 PM): yoko eh
* (9:57:53 PM): magwowonder lang ako e
* (9:58:00 PM): lalo kong di magagawa paper ko
* (9:58:04 PM): sabihin mo na
juslapus (9:58:16 PM): kasalanan mo na yun :P
juslapus (9:58:21 PM): ikaw nag ym sa akin eh :))
* (9:58:33 PM): sabihin mo na
* (9:58:40 PM): maawa ka naman sa kin
* (9:58:51 PM): ang mean mo na nga, ayaw mo pang sagutin yun
juslapus (9:59:06 PM): bahala ka :P
* (9:59:24 PM): bahala ka na rin
* (9:59:32 PM): so, since ayaw mong sumagot
* (9:59:38 PM): mag-aassume na lang ako
* (9:59:52 PM): na mas gusto mo ko
and i shared this with his block best friend, she laughed it off saying she's lucky she got rid of her brunt because she mistakenly thought they were the item. Actually it was me. So after reading this i was spamming "YUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK" over ym to him. Apparently, his real bestfriend M said exactly the same thing as I and we did not know each other personally. Omfg. it's sad since when they look at her picture they'd yelp even more...so much for that.
but then, she suddenly posted something in her journal (which i have forgotten for aeons and he linked it to me at ym) and i read this:
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on shoes and decisions
12/11/07 10:18 pm
i've realized one important thing today. hindi lahat ng mga bagay/tao na nakita or nakilala natin ay makikita at makikilala pa natin ulit. gets niyo ba ko? basta yun na yun.
kapag pumunta kang mall at nadaanan mo ang isang pair of shoes na nagandahan ka, kaso naisip mo na baka kapag kinuha mo na siya at nabayaran mo na, baka may makita kang something better. kaya magdedecide kang wag siyang bilhin. naikot mo na ang buong mall at wala kang makitang better than those shoes. bumalik ka sa store na yun, pero ng babayaran mo na sana yun, biglang sinabi ng sales lady na nabili na ang last pair. wala ng ganun, wala ka na ulit makikitang ganun.
ang sad no? minsan iniisip ko ganiyan ako gumawa ng decisions. lagi kong iniisip na may better pa, na may something more pa, na hindi dapat ako magsettle agad for something or someone. pero dahil ganun ako, ang dami ko atang nagagawang wrong decisions. sana during that time, binigyan ko ng chance kung ano ang meron. sana that time, hindi ko inisip yung sasabihin ng ibang tao, sana naisip ko na may makakabili ng shoes na yun at di ko na ulit pwedeng agawin yung shoes na yun kahit doble or triple pa ang ibayad ko.
ngayon, wala na kong magawa. as i go to school everyday, i saw that girl who bought that pair of shoes. she seems so happy and contented wearing it. ang daming better shoes that what she have, pero she really appreciates what she have kaya lalong bumabagay sa mga paa niya. i wanted to take those shoes from her but it is too late. she had it at the lowest price but she gives importance to it like it is the only pair of shoes in the market. happy na yung girl and every time i see her, i wish i was that girl who is wearing those shoes. ----------------------------------------------
tas i want to thank her kasi i felt a sense of truth in her words. I just really pity her in a way kasi she won't grow up. She needs to. para hindi na ako yung target of affliction nia *shudders*