College and stuff.

[akeyami]

So this may seem out of the blue, especially for those who don't follow me on twitter. But I've just been feeling so out of sorts lately that I need to write this out. Feedback from caring people would be greatly appreciated.

Comments

[persiatsarina]

hi!...
mmm, well...I can tell that I understand perfectely what you are feeling...last semester after returning from that summer on Japan, I was like..."why did I comeback for? what the hell am I doing studying comunication if there are only technicals carriers that are what I love more? why didnt I go to a foreing place to study what I really want?"...and the end of semester and of the year I realise that I didn´t do all that before ´cause I didnt knew in that time where was that passion, your talking about...this could sound somekind "xtreme fangirl"...but when I discovered DA´s music, I got that passion again: my passion for the music hoping to return to keyboards and learn again, my passion with reading for take back my writing skills, and more important than that is that I discovered a new capacity of my true self...then I learn than electroacoustic makes me jump and that the chemical magic of photography was what makes myself bright with the intensity of thousand suns...that´s how I make my self into midterms of college and giving all my energy to get where I want...

so maybe you´ll understand with the time...and after many depressions, a lot of crying, not sleeping and many other rare sensations...what makes you really happy, and the only way you will began to notice that you are near to the solutions, is that you´ll be really conscious of all your emotions and you´ll feel them more strong that before...

^^I dont know If I explain myself like I wanted...so sorry for the long comment...well, letter...just wait and whenever you´re gonna do something just ask yourself if you really want from the bottom of the heart to all your mind and soul to do it, because if there is just a single .01% that you´ll regret after doing it, just don´t do it...all your happiness is 100% without regret...I hope you´ll discover that passion you are searching...just wait and live with your complete being while waiting.

good luck, and lots of bear huges...and DA anti-depression pills...XD

[akeyami]

thanks so much for the great comment. I really mean it, your input is greatly appreciated. I'll keep everything you said in mind as I talk to more people and figure some more things out.