Aug 31, 2008 01:28
Life. What's next?
Gonna' throw me a curve ball? Gonna' try to pull a fast one on me?
Well you can't. I can see right through you and I'll catch anything you try to throw so give me your best shot.
I'll conceal my inferiorities, you can take everything I care about away from me, even dangle it right between my eyes but let it be known that I will crack for nothing and no one.
I've gotten good at this, Life. Practice makes perfect and I will not break.
I had to tell my Dad a few days ago on the phone that his little brother died of something he could have saved himself from early on.
R.I.P. Uncle Todd. I'm sure so many people loved you so much, people that you weren't even aware of, that it could have been enough to love yourself.
I met you once when I was probably only 5 and you managed to make a permanent imprint on my mind, a good one, if that's saying anything.
It's time to meet someone refreshing and new. Someone to stick, someone beautiful and unexpected.