Feb 07, 2007 23:29
What is the picture of perfection? I honestly have no idea. I barely know what is right and wrong. Don't get me wrong, I know the simple concept of right and wrong, I just believe that there is alot of gray area. I think the difference between the two differs from person to person.
Take for example, cheating. It is wrong no matter what way you look at it, no matter what the circumstances are. Someone will always get hurt, and with the way the world works today, it's the one person in the world that you love the most. So love what you have and don't take it for granted and don't take advantage of it because you never know when it will be gone.
I do love life. I love the smell of the winter. I love going outside and having it be bitter cold. In the summertime, these are the days that I miss because right now, I miss the summer days. I miss the sun because the sun always made me feel better.
What I hate is the feeling of feeling good one day and feeling bad then next. I suppose you need to take every day for what it is and just enjoy life and it's problems. But for me it's the same old story, I want to figure myself out and finally love myself. It has to do with self-discovery and all that, but it also has to do with self-acceptance and I'm a weee bit behind in that haha. So I guess I should just live and enjoy being 19 because that is what I am supposed to be, right?