Jan 24, 2007 01:22
I really need a new job haha. This one is enough to drive someone bonkers. I want to quit, but I can't. I really would miss the people there way too much and I make enough money for myself to pay my bills and save up some cash. So I guess I'll keep it.
In a perfect world, I'd live in Falmouth for the summer but still work at my reg. job 2 or 3 nights a week and get a job down there. I would love to be a nanny and take care of kids all day. I think I would be so good at it! I have to try and see how I could go about this. I will start applying at restaurants now to see if I can start there, I just don't know how I'm going to drive there all the time to work. We'll just see how that goes.
People are never what they seem. I read a text message today that I shouldn't have on someone else's phone and found out some shady things. It is one of those things that you should never ever see but accidentally come across it. I hate knowing things that I shouldn't. Let's put it this way, I can't look at this girl the same way anymore, I just know she's a wicked shady person who is taking advantage of a really nice guy.
Sorry for the random jumping around, I have alot going on in this head of mine and I don't know how to sort it all out.
I don't want to go back to dartmouth. I feel like I am nothing down there. I feel like I just go to school and that's it. None of my friends from school have tried to saty in touch with me and I really don't like that, it hurts my feelings and I don't want to go back :(