On dreams
My dream was strange and surreal, different than my usual neural fare*. But it's not what matters.
In the sleepy haze in bed post dream, I seriously thought he was there with me. I grinned and turned over to hold the hallucination in utter comfort. A slow half hour/hour passed, though there's no way I could tell you the true time through half conscious false perceptions, the warm arms of my lover fading away with the dreams and I found myself alone.
What should have perhaps been painful was just a touch sad, the peaceful calm of today is rolling through the valley seen from behind this house, all warm sunlight and cool shadows. Breeze gently swaying trees.
* - [I dreamt of a softer world, I was taken and prepped for a very hollywood photoshoot and watched as they affixed ironic sayings to fabric of my life. (Joey, how could you sell out like that?).]
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Come at last to this point
I look back on my passion
And realize that I
Have been like a blind man
Who is unafraid of the dark
-Yosano Akiko
In the sleepy haze in bed post dream, I seriously thought he was there with me. I grinned and turned over to hold the hallucination in utter comfort. A slow half hour/hour passed, though there's no way I could tell you the true time through half conscious false perceptions, the warm arms of my lover fading away with the dreams and I found myself alone.
What should have perhaps been painful was just a touch sad, the peaceful calm of today is rolling through the valley seen from behind this house, all warm sunlight and cool shadows. Breeze gently swaying trees.
* - [I dreamt of a softer world, I was taken and prepped for a very hollywood photoshoot and watched as they affixed ironic sayings to fabric of my life. (Joey, how could you sell out like that?).]
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Come at last to this point
I look back on my passion
And realize that I
Have been like a blind man
Who is unafraid of the dark
-Yosano Akiko