dumbass bull shit!
Yet again somthing in my life happens to pisses me off. I was going to go out downtown today like I do every afternoon and I was sporting a new look, a black short sleved top with a black mini skirt and some black and white striped hose that went a little above the knees. Why did I want to try this outfit out? I saw somthing in mag I was reading eariler about fashion trends in Tokyo and thought some of the looks the girls were showing were very cute, and aproiate for summer (I think when its hot outside its a good idea to wear a little less so you don't end up passed out on the side of the street). Well my mother gets home and is too concerned with other things to notice the way I look for at least about 10-20 minutes and then when she does she whips around and says "where the hell do you think you are going dressed like that?" like I am goddamned 12 year old that about to go to school. I mean I do realize what she is getting at but come on I am 22 years old after all can't I wear what ever I want to in or out side of my own house. She thinks that by me wearing this kinds of stuff that I am want to stand out and draw attension to myself. And she thinks this way toward anyone else whom wishs to wear somthing similar such as goths as she said. Why can't what you wear outside just be because you like the shit! why does it have to always be too older people that you want to "look unique", or "draw attension to yourself by looking different". Its never somthing as simple as you just like it, even when its the truth. I will admit I like the stuff because I think its more creative and more fun to wear then the normal shit girls wear on the street. But its not just because I think its unique and creative I like the stuff too!
This really makes me wonder what I am going to do once I get my clothing line started. I am not really aiming at selling the stuff but I think it would be cool to at least model the outfits I have designed and made in some photos eventually. But hell if to the people I live with they think I look to bizare or odd to even go out on the street with out looking like a hooker or a clown, then how am I ever going to be proud of the cloths I make for myself?
I simply wish people would stop judging people for what they are wearing and look at them for the person they are. Instead assuming they know everything about them just by how they dress. If you judged me off of all the cosplays I do in a year at anime cons...you would probably assume I was a really screwed up person. Which for anyone who knows me fairly well knows is not the case.
lol I know this post yet again is just another rant on my part and I do apologize for it. But you do have to admit some of the stuff people take so seriously in this country is really the most stupid crap you have ever heard of.
This really makes me wonder what I am going to do once I get my clothing line started. I am not really aiming at selling the stuff but I think it would be cool to at least model the outfits I have designed and made in some photos eventually. But hell if to the people I live with they think I look to bizare or odd to even go out on the street with out looking like a hooker or a clown, then how am I ever going to be proud of the cloths I make for myself?
I simply wish people would stop judging people for what they are wearing and look at them for the person they are. Instead assuming they know everything about them just by how they dress. If you judged me off of all the cosplays I do in a year at anime cons...you would probably assume I was a really screwed up person. Which for anyone who knows me fairly well knows is not the case.
lol I know this post yet again is just another rant on my part and I do apologize for it. But you do have to admit some of the stuff people take so seriously in this country is really the most stupid crap you have ever heard of.