May 16, 2004 16:46
All you want to do is help, but every time you try to do anything it just makes matters worse? And you wonder if it's just you, and if the situation would be better if yo removed yourself from it? Or should you continue to fight the fight, because what doesn't break you only makes you stronger? I haven't shattered yet, but I feel like this diamonds getting pretty scratched. Pooie. *sigh* Oh well. Just gotta keep on going and seeking the Lord and what He wants me to do. I'll pursue it with my all unless He tells me I shouldn't.....And I'm sorry for making things worse for the one I love, if I am. Life's hard, but the prize is worth it, to the "saved" person. O;) Right, my Christian family? Keep me in your prayers, and Marc too...
On another note, I may have very exciting news next weekend!! O:D Yup yup!!
Someone call my cell...Leave me some voicemail...No one ever calls me. ^^; *le sigh* Makes me all sad. Heh