Today sucks.
God damn what a horrible day. I woke up and called Myranda because I wanted to see her (duh). We decided that I would call her when I was done with my morning things. So I got up, cut my hair, reset the network in my house, took a shower, then cleaned my room and the movie room (even though it was my brother's mess). I call Myranda and there was no answer. Okay fine whatever she's prolly making food or smoking or whatever. I wait another 30 minutes and call her again, still nothing. It really gets to me when I know somebody KNOWS I'm gonna call them and still doesn't pick up the phone. Yes this sounds really fucking childish and I sound like a baby for getting mad at such a thing, but it just gets on my nerves. Like....if you're expecting a call, please for the love of God keep your phone on you. So about an hour later she calls me back and says she doesn't even wanna see me today. Thaaaat's nice. So I really could've just chilled at home and played MGS3. She was like call me later and maybe I might wanna do something. Whatever, I have work. I always have work on saturday and sunday. ALWAYS. Right so then i'm chillin at Rival with Brandon because we ran out of things to do when Myranda calls Brandon and tells him to come outside. Naturally, I wanted to come to. I don't care how mad I am (even though I wasn't mad) I will ALWAYS wanna see my baby. Because all she has to do is hug me or kiss me and all my anger just goes away. Same goes with sadness. Buuut she decided to just get brandon out there to give to him...to give to me. Then she left. I dunno why this was. Brandon told her I would be pissed at her if she left without seeing me....but she decided to do it anyway. Apparently she waved at me and I ducked out of it. I can't even see inside the car from the outside first of all. The lights conflict with her windshield making a glare...this makes it HARD to see inside. But I didn't even look at her car, I was bust stealthing Brandon. Her reason for avoiding me was because she thought I was mad at her(not so)...so leaving without seeing me after being told i would be mad at her if she did that, was better. I FEEL LIKE SUCH A DICK. This post was mainly to show my feelings about how much I value Myranda, how lucky I feel that I am to have her. But all I've been doing is attacking her decisions and making her look like the "bad guy". This is NOT my intent. So at first I didn't wanna open it...I was too mad to open it. I was mad to the point that even if it was a great gift, I still wouldn't care. After a while I finally opened it to discover 2 games for the PC. I felt bad too. It was a beautiful gesture that she was sorry. Sadly though, I already owned one of the games. It was okay though because I liked that game, so if I didn't have it, it woulda been tight. Another was a game that i've always had my eye on, but never really bought for some reason. I can't blame her though, I never really tell her my interests. All she knows is that I love the History Channel, WW2 themed things, and video games. So it would only be natural to buy a WW2 video game for me. In the end, it really was the thought that counted. She wanted to get me something nice to make me happy. On the same token though, she's equally as hard to shop for. Hopefully the necklace I got her makes her VERY happy. First I need to worry about it getting here. Shit's taking forever! Oh well I gotta go now. Oh wait I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!! okay seeyalaterbye!