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Oct 07, 2009 08:05

i really wanted to start again,  but i can't do it ( Read more... )

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akarinoele October 8 2009, 06:44:29 UTC
i don't believe i can do it. i can't smile last time, i think i haven't got reason.
maybe i haven't got bruised wings, maybe i'm without them completely.
i wish it too. maybe it would help.

stop listening DeG?! i haven't clear thought about a year, and i don't want to clear them. i tried it, but i felt like i tore half of myself, like i wasn't complete, like i lost my soul.

simply i'm too weak. i can't do what you're doing. i always will lie on the bottom of my soul.
but i hope you will leave this weakness and if you can do it, do it. i will be proud on you.

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akarinoele October 9 2009, 17:20:45 UTC
i don't think so.
maybe there is some reason, but i'm too weak to find it.
and i have a problem. i don't know if i wanna live. it's hard and difficult and i'm fool.
death is simplier.
like i wrote, my depress and weakness are parts of me and it's like a treason when i try to live without them.

i feel like i'm tear between two halfs.

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