.... I hate the world...

[akakaze]

Sometimes I think about giving up... but I know my heart is too soft. I can't really attack anyone because whenever someone attacks me I first have to take a little bit of time to get over the shock that this person (i.e. someone I know and at least once trusted) and then I don't have the mind to fight back. If it's someone I have no regard for I would feel free to give that person shit, but not when I am somewhat affiliated with that person... so in the end I get all the beating and blame and bad rep and... that's that.

The world is just... like that...