i finally know how it feels like to be a workaholic!! I mean my sister gave me some transcripting to do any stuff, at first it sounded really fun and i was good at it. We shared the first one and were waiting for the next one then dateline was on wednesday and i also gave a friend 1 but he got the datelines mixed up and yesterday was a freaking tuesday! so me and my sister had to burn the midnight oil and help him finish it! out of the whole 2 hours, he only did 30 mins while me n mysis did 45 each! I slept at 3 am and who knows what time my sister slept!! and tat led me to want to start cursing and swearing at people, in this case, him!!
i can feel a fire burning in my heart!!
THIS IS A PRIVATE MSG TO 950131, READERS FEEL FREE TO READ BUT /shrugs/ YEA... NOT A FIC! I REPEAT THIS IS NOT A FANFIC!!
While reading manga yesterday, there was a part where the character says, "It's none of your business. Who are you to me?" And that reminded me of what you said a few months ago! I still can hear it ringing in my ears up till now! i can't stand it! You are right, I am nothing to you. So they question now is WHAT ARE YOU TO ME? You say you know me and what i do but i bet you actually don't. No one knows what happens in my life, except for people who live with me, and no one, except God will know what i will be thinking and what lines behind my mask. So let me ask you again, WHAT ARE YOU TO ME?
Disappointment. that's all i can say to you. i trusted you with the job but i didn't get any good news about it. Sad, you make me so disappointed in you. you think you're busy? what about me? who are you to think you are tired? who are you to think you know who i am? you did a lot of things that made absolutely nonsense and stupid. you think you're smart, sure come out to the world and face the real life and you will fall. YOU ARE REALLY A BRAT!! neglected? ARE YOU SURE?
while i was trying to fall asleep after a loooong day, i couldn't i was too pissed off with you to sleep! you didn't even say a word of thank you or sorry or anything! heck! i have to spend my money sms-ing you, texting you everything that you'll probably need to know, ask my sister for help and ended up sleeping very very EARLY IN THE MORNING. you are a real nonsense and i still wonder why the hell do i even know you in the first place!
Which reminds me of what you said a few months ago also, you said he was jealous cause you were always around me. Hell, you wanted to cover it up didn't you? You saw where our relationship was going, and you even pour more oil into my burning heart when we broke up. YOU ARE UNBELIEVABLE!!
i dont even want to tell you anything anymore now! you tell me, no, you gossip to me everything that woman does but you still hang around her, why? Because you need her. Rubbish! last year you said you weren't going to give a damn about here ths year, look where it has gotten you. If you hate her so much, stoping talking to her, so finding out about her, stop lending her money if you know what's coming. IF YOU HATE HER SO MUCH THEN WALK OUT OF HER DAMN LIFE! telling others not to give her a damn but you are the one who'll be the first to know and already start gossiping about her.
FORGET IT! YOU'RE JUST WASTING YOUR TIME, WASTING MY TIME! I HAVE MUCH BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN LISTEN TO ALL YOUR RUBBISH! and you say you know everything and everyone is school. Pzzz, don't make me laugh.