Sometimes i still think about you like times of this of course.
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I really do still think about you. I know, i know we never got the chance to talk about things over and stuff, and yes, "elephant" scolded and bomb me in tuition and stuff, said everything you said during the last day of school, and then scolded me for that. But yeah, i was afraid and i didn't know what to say to you. I mean seriously, you never told me about it, i found out through "ahma". Then everything started and stuff now I feel guitly and you're totally ignoring me and stuff, or maybe i was the one, never mind.
Yes, I never said anything to you and I, yeah, I blame U-KISS and my PTSD, (PTSD is post traumic stress disorder, if you're still wondering), for the sudden break up and stuff. But you didn't talk it over with me too. You like, kind of never fought back or something, that could have change something, maybe. Well kind of, Elephant was shocked when that happened and stuff but she saw it coming from our everyday conversations and i tell her everything. I was very happy when we were together, yeah, but things back then, was all fun and joy till that incident happened and stuff. 23 February, i will remember, the day which changed my life but anyways, still since i have alot more to tell you, might as well i write it all here and for you to read and probably comment and stuff, if you do come here.
Anyways, while i was having dinner just now I was thinking to myself if some hot chic comes your way, then you fall for a girl who doesn't care much and loves to eat. Then you tell her, hey, you're like my best friend. then you introduce me to her and you tell me hey, she's like you, she likes to eat. then i say, K no one beats me, i'm queen of all desserts. yeah. Then we all laugh. then have akward silence. (sorry i watch too much kevjumba) But still, don't worry about me.
Then there's also a time, i remember it clearly that you're going to some chic's birthday party where you had to drink for her. I admit i kind of thought of this myself:
Her: hey, K. Why you such a party pooper? You keep texting there.
You: Sorry, texting my girlfriend.
Her: what she checking on you?
You; Nah, just missing her. You'll understand once you get a boyfriend.
Her: Pzzz. Like i care. Anyways, drink?
You: i kind of promised her not to drink. She doesn't like it.
Her: she wouldn't know.
So yeah, then i was like, okay.. i'm GUILTY! for that. But then yeah, I still love you for that. ^^
Plus there's the existance of the feeling of 13 trying to pull me away from you or something. maybe you were right about that. blood type B. come to think of it, after we like split he kind of well, didn't sit with us like he used to and stuff, you know? i smell something fishy, or maybe i'm just too kayu to not realise things and stuff you know me, too into my world to realise things outside of it and for things like these.
so yeah, i have ALOT more to tell you and stuff but it's like currently 1.43am here now, and i'm kind of working half way, so i'll write to you later on too~
So, that's all for this time of my little note to you, i'll maybe change the way i send messages to you too next time and maybe give you a hint too~ so alright ^^
Sincerely,
Me~ akaiPenguin<3
I really do still think about you. I know, i know we never got the chance to talk about things over and stuff, and yes, "elephant" scolded and bomb me in tuition and stuff, said everything you said during the last day of school, and then scolded me for that. But yeah, i was afraid and i didn't know what to say to you. I mean seriously, you never told me about it, i found out through "ahma". Then everything started and stuff now I feel guitly and you're totally ignoring me and stuff, or maybe i was the one, never mind.
Yes, I never said anything to you and I, yeah, I blame U-KISS and my PTSD, (PTSD is post traumic stress disorder, if you're still wondering), for the sudden break up and stuff. But you didn't talk it over with me too. You like, kind of never fought back or something, that could have change something, maybe. Well kind of, Elephant was shocked when that happened and stuff but she saw it coming from our everyday conversations and i tell her everything. I was very happy when we were together, yeah, but things back then, was all fun and joy till that incident happened and stuff. 23 February, i will remember, the day which changed my life but anyways, still since i have alot more to tell you, might as well i write it all here and for you to read and probably comment and stuff, if you do come here.
Anyways, while i was having dinner just now I was thinking to myself if some hot chic comes your way, then you fall for a girl who doesn't care much and loves to eat. Then you tell her, hey, you're like my best friend. then you introduce me to her and you tell me hey, she's like you, she likes to eat. then i say, K no one beats me, i'm queen of all desserts. yeah. Then we all laugh. then have akward silence. (sorry i watch too much kevjumba) But still, don't worry about me.
Then there's also a time, i remember it clearly that you're going to some chic's birthday party where you had to drink for her. I admit i kind of thought of this myself:
Her: hey, K. Why you such a party pooper? You keep texting there.
You: Sorry, texting my girlfriend.
Her: what she checking on you?
You; Nah, just missing her. You'll understand once you get a boyfriend.
Her: Pzzz. Like i care. Anyways, drink?
You: i kind of promised her not to drink. She doesn't like it.
Her: she wouldn't know.
So yeah, then i was like, okay.. i'm GUILTY! for that. But then yeah, I still love you for that. ^^
Plus there's the existance of the feeling of 13 trying to pull me away from you or something. maybe you were right about that. blood type B. come to think of it, after we like split he kind of well, didn't sit with us like he used to and stuff, you know? i smell something fishy, or maybe i'm just too kayu to not realise things and stuff you know me, too into my world to realise things outside of it and for things like these.
so yeah, i have ALOT more to tell you and stuff but it's like currently 1.43am here now, and i'm kind of working half way, so i'll write to you later on too~
So, that's all for this time of my little note to you, i'll maybe change the way i send messages to you too next time and maybe give you a hint too~ so alright ^^
Sincerely,
Me~ akaiPenguin<3