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She is one of those people I can just be myself around. In fact, I don't think I have ever felt this comfortable around a girl, especially not a girl I have feelings for. And even the feelings are different this time. They aren't the wham, smack you in the face make you feel confused and unsettled type of feelings. It's more like a comfortable, always there, calm kind of feeling. Like wearing your favourite shirt.
It's no secret that I love being around her. Whether we're driving around and talking about crap, tackling each other or just playing guitar hero, I just love her company. We can spend 72 hours together and I don't feel bored or thinky (which for me, is a huge acheivement). Last Tuesday when I had to go back to Vancouver, I missed her from the moment she went to work until the moment I got back to Abbotsford. And I'm here at her place again now and she's at work and I miss her again.
We're still just friends. I think it's slowly bleeding into something more. But I'm not pushing it.... I'm just enjoying the company and taking it as it comes.
It's no secret that I love being around her. Whether we're driving around and talking about crap, tackling each other or just playing guitar hero, I just love her company. We can spend 72 hours together and I don't feel bored or thinky (which for me, is a huge acheivement). Last Tuesday when I had to go back to Vancouver, I missed her from the moment she went to work until the moment I got back to Abbotsford. And I'm here at her place again now and she's at work and I miss her again.
We're still just friends. I think it's slowly bleeding into something more. But I'm not pushing it.... I'm just enjoying the company and taking it as it comes.