Aug 05, 2008 07:41
Fuck.. where do you even begin? Haha I have so much to write that I don't know where to start or what to start with.
I guess.. mainly.. the girl. She's fantastic. I feel so comfortable and so awesome around her. BUT we have decided to stay friends. She's not ready for a relationship. Me being here I think has been a little overwhelming for her. I feel a little hurt about the whole thing... but at the same time.. I have said that the friendship came above the relationship. If she's not ready, I'm not going to force her hand. I'm not going to wait for her to be ready, but I am going to keep hanging out with her. I think from here that I'm just going to get my shit together- Job, house etc etc. Relationships need to be last on my list of priorities right now.
The weekend was fantastic. We were in Vancouver for Pride. I'll have some pictures up on Facebook in the next few days.
I'm heading into Vancouver now to get my insurance number, organise a bank account, mobile phone and insurance number. I guess I also need to get somewhere to live too... fun :).
It's kind of weird being here. I don't feel like I'm in a foreign country or that anything big has happened. It kinda just feels like I've always been here. I got along really good with Canada's friends. It was like we'd been hanging out for years. I'm coming back out to hang with her again this weekend...
So I will update again soon with more stuff :)