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ok so while i was re-reading the previous entry.. i realized i was on some Bianca Crizzack last night.. i was so caught up in her that i wasn't making too much sense... :/ sorriii
lol thanks to those who endure the pain of my non-writing-ass :D
the pretty femme didn't call me today :/ i hate when people put that buffer time in between how long they wait to call you and stuff :/ grrr that just irks me.. because if i'm interested in you and you're interested in me.. i wont think that you're thirsty or whatever. it wont bugg me that you're callin me right away..so BLAH
Bianca told me some things today... verryy interesting.. she explained to me that she's still in love with her ex or whatever... the 28 year old. wow.. and she said that she's waiting on her to give her something. lol that made me upset.. and i was just like what the hell.. i dont know how ready Bianca is for a serious type of relationship..
hopefully soon we'll be going on some kind of date.. i'm not sure where to go though... i think we're going out this weekend.. after all this world series shizznittle is over.. hopefully.. i guess..i dont know what to do.. i wanted to go to the movies..but i dont know if that's the best idea.. because we can't exactly talk.. and we kinda are restricted to just like watching a movie and/or making out.. i want to do something different.. where we can go somewhere where she's not bored.. we'll be warm.. and we can talk..
we have so much to talk about.. i dont even know if i'm going to date Bianca..i'm still so single but it feels good to be "talking to someone" kinda because at least i know i'm not alone. :D
i know i'm a complainer. lol but i'm SO damn sore.. lol after walking SO much with Keziah around my old high school.lol.. my legs literally ACHE.. its sad cuz its like muscles that i haven't used in forever..lol
in this song.. Stevie is talking about his daughter.. omg when my dad explained that to me.. omg.. i was in applebees and we went out to lunch and i was about to cry.. lol i was like OMG i'm such a pussy.. but it just was beautiful.. cuz Stevie can't see and what a beautiful song.. and what a great meaning awwwww
omgoshness... i just got a craving for applebees.. ugh food..::drool:: lol
<3
Camille