this is a beautiful song.. if i was in love.. this is how i would tell them
yes i'm being emotional.. and irrational again..
Bianca is treating me like shit.. and i had to set it straight to her that i will not allow her to do that to me and stuff. i dont have time for the games and everything.. so i guess if she wants to talk to me or whatever she'll come around and realize what a great friend i am.. and a great potential girlfriend i am....
and just when i was feeling down..i check my true.com e-mail and lookie here what was in there
i miss reading your emails. i'm not playing games or anything its just i
work late. u haven't givven me your number so i can call u. so whats
with u? do u want to try to be in a relationship with me?
-cue huge dumbass grin-
of course that made me feel 20x's better. because right now Bianca is the only person i'm talking to.. seriously....so i had to let her know that.. but this girl that sent me this message..she's this beautiful femme that lives here in chicago.. i dont have too much info on her though.. but i love the boldness i got with that message.. i love her interest.. and its sad that i'm talkin to Bianca when i have someone who likes me so much more or so i think and she hardly knows me.. so i'll have to see how things work with me and the femme beauty..
i'm sprung. i'm willing to admit that here. i realllllliii like Bianca.. and i feel like i'm just liking her in vain.. its also crazzi how much i like her so soon. but i'm not taking crap from her...
i'm pretty sure she and i wont be friends pretty soon because of the way she's acting..
i think i got sick today.. i went out today.. but i feel like.. argggg i got SICK..it was cold today..lol and blah
the white sox world series thing is tomorrow. i wanted to go downtown to hang out but i dont want to get on the train with a whole bunch of drunk white people... i'm sure because of them the trains and shit are going to be CROWDED.. soo i think i'll stay home.. i REALLY want to go see Bianca..
i have more to write.. i just can't get it out.. i'm supposed to go see Tempestt this weekend.i think i'm going to go see her like monday or something. i dont know what her intentions are.. but whatever i will NOT sit there and watch her play video games.. but i dont want to make out with her or whatever :/ lol cuz i'm not interested in her..so.. ummmm lol yeah..WHATEVER
i still dont know my point in going out there..
i think i'm wasting my time with Bianca.. she told me that she used to really like me..now its just she likes me.. whatever.. i'm not going to say i'm done
i'm sore from walking with crappii shoes. argg
i bought more birkies!!!
lol my parents are mad. 132 and some change.. that makes pair number 4..HAHAHA
my money though bitches!!!!lol i RUN IT
<3
Camille