Mar 11, 2010 00:11
We have lost the little one. The doctor couldn't find a heartbeat today at my scheduled checkup. Shabby ultrasound provoked a "This is not what I expected to see at this stage" and an immediate order for a good one. Pebblet has died. We'll check in to induce Friday, so we will get to hold Pebblet and say good-bye. Please pray for us as we grieve and for my health, that I can return to the birthing ward for a happier event in the future.
We went home to Wendy's place to play with Rebecca until bedtime. She is... such a beautiful blessing. We are so thankful for her. Tonight, she's staying at Grandma's and it's just going to start sinking in, really. We're letting people know. Asking for prayer. Just blank, except for spurts of grief.
pebblet,
death. grief