anxiety.
ahh yes, I love having no school on a Monday. tomorrow we get out at noon, Wednesday's a late start, Thursday we get out at 2, Friday we have no school!
...and Saturday I have the SATs at Exeter High School.
blahhh. definitely not looking foward to that at all.
I have a feeling that I have a ton of make up work to do because of Thursday and Friday. eew.
so yesterday I texted Diego to say "hey, what's up?" because I hadn't talked to him since Thursday and we've been talking every day almost since he got back from Portugal like two months ago. but, I already knew that his ex girlfriend, Felicia, came up from Texas to visit over the weekend...so I wasn't shocked or worried that he wasn't talking to me. I get a response a little while later that was just like "workin and not single again fyi"
I laughed. hahahaha! I didn't even respond, but I was kinda pissed that he'd say it like that...like he was rubbing it in my face? I don't even have feelings for him anymore, but I think he thinks that I do? well anyways, we were supposed to hang out today and go to a movie, and I reminded him a few hours ago and he was like "oh shit we were supposed to hang out? well I can't today, I'm hanging out with Isaac but we'll definitely hang out soon you're still one of my best friends!"...like I was extremely hurt over the situation.
ugh.
whatever.
but on to what I'm most excited and worried about:
Micah texted me again last night (jeeze it's like everything revolves around my texting?) and we chatted a little bit and he asked if I could hang out Thursday night and watch a movie or something.
and then he IMed me and we chatted for a while...and the only way I could describe how it was is that it was like before we were boyfriend and girlfriend...like, flirty "I'll fight you!" and smiley faces and stuff...but I'm still really confused and anxious! I only have to wait 3 days, but it feels like an eternity. maybe something good will happen? he's been super sweet to me and I'm kinda just hoping...maybe?
I feel like I'm on the verge of an anxiety attack?
well, not really. but close, haha.
...and Saturday I have the SATs at Exeter High School.
blahhh. definitely not looking foward to that at all.
I have a feeling that I have a ton of make up work to do because of Thursday and Friday. eew.
so yesterday I texted Diego to say "hey, what's up?" because I hadn't talked to him since Thursday and we've been talking every day almost since he got back from Portugal like two months ago. but, I already knew that his ex girlfriend, Felicia, came up from Texas to visit over the weekend...so I wasn't shocked or worried that he wasn't talking to me. I get a response a little while later that was just like "workin and not single again fyi"
I laughed. hahahaha! I didn't even respond, but I was kinda pissed that he'd say it like that...like he was rubbing it in my face? I don't even have feelings for him anymore, but I think he thinks that I do? well anyways, we were supposed to hang out today and go to a movie, and I reminded him a few hours ago and he was like "oh shit we were supposed to hang out? well I can't today, I'm hanging out with Isaac but we'll definitely hang out soon you're still one of my best friends!"...like I was extremely hurt over the situation.
ugh.
whatever.
but on to what I'm most excited and worried about:
Micah texted me again last night (jeeze it's like everything revolves around my texting?) and we chatted a little bit and he asked if I could hang out Thursday night and watch a movie or something.
and then he IMed me and we chatted for a while...and the only way I could describe how it was is that it was like before we were boyfriend and girlfriend...like, flirty "I'll fight you!" and smiley faces and stuff...but I'm still really confused and anxious! I only have to wait 3 days, but it feels like an eternity. maybe something good will happen? he's been super sweet to me and I'm kinda just hoping...maybe?
I feel like I'm on the verge of an anxiety attack?
well, not really. but close, haha.