Sep 28, 2007 21:03
so the past few days haven't been so good. I was sick yesterday and stayed home from school...I felt like I was going to pass out or catch fire because I was so hot...and it was only 6:30 AM haha. I'll spare most of the details but
basically it was tons of hot flashes and dizziness. I went to school this morning but still felt like absolute crap. Jess saw that I looked really out of it and helped me up to go to the nurse before first period...then I collapsed in the hallway but she caught me. Mrs. Duprat helped carry me into the nurse's office and Mr. Quimby came in to help me. they were all staring at me...so awkward. MRs. Chabot helped me too, but they forced me to eat stale saltines haha.
I haven't felt so aweful in years. Jess was actually worse than I was, she was really scared and sobbing...I felt really bad.
my mom came to pick me up and I went home...then to the doctors.
they did blood work and think I might be anemic or have something wrong with my hormones...again. so now I'm taking 800 MG of ibuprofen and other pills to try and help.
I hate being female and having such stupid problems.
on top of that...tomorrow's the boy's soccer game...and Micah will be there.
I am so scared and nervous...so so anxious. I honestly have no clue to what'll happen.
I'm just praying that it all goes well and I don't collapse again, haha.
seeing the boy who broke my heart? who knows what'll happen.